anthology of poetry sheâd worked on for five years.
â¦as we overlook his trespassesâ¦
She wanted to scream. Even in death he was forcing her to play a part. But to be fair, he hadnât twisted her arm, made her buy the black cap of a hat with a chin length veil and three-digit price tag, the perfect accessory to the black linen suit and tailored pumps. Grieving widow might be her best wifely role. The Emmy for best widow, singly or in a series. God, not a series; once was enough.
High fluffy, gray-white clouds floated over the sun, blocking its glare. She kicked off the other shoe and tried to concentrate on the minister, who droned on extolling the virtues of the air-space contained in the box in front of him, pausing for effect to touch the coffin every fifth sentence. My God, she was so cynical and maybe even on the verge of hysterics. She just wanted this over. A burial of Eric, however symbolic, so that she could get on with life.
But would she have gone through with the divorce had he lived? Or would he have talked her out of it? More promises of repentance, how he needed her.
The first glittering slice of rainbow appeared just above the ministerâs head, a second to the left and a third just peeked through the clouds between them. Solar halos. It was a sign. It had to be. Her life couldnât be such shit without promised help. Maybe it just attested to her state of mind, but the parhelia were as good a sign as any. Sundogs wouldnât lie.
***
âNo.â
âDan, please.â
âGod damn it, Carolynââ
âI hate that language.â
âIâm trying to stop.â
âWell, it doesnât sound like it.â
âTruce?â
âOkay. But I donât know why you wonât do this one thing for me. For yourself.â
âHave I been wandering around here bemoaning the lack of a love life?â
âYouâre her dinner partner, for Godâs sake, youâre not taking her to bed.â
âThatâs it, Carolyn, Iâm going to get a bar of soap. I will not tolerate that language.â The last was said in a pretty good imitation of his sisterâs voice. And it got the result he wanted. Carolyn burst out laughing.
âNow tell me why this is so important.â
âSheâs my friend. Her son is the same age as Jason. Sheâs a widow.â
âI think I hear violins.â
âDan be serious. Sheâs perfect for you.â
âRemember the last time you played matchmaker?â
âThat was in high school.â
âDisasters are long remembered.â
âI know youâre not gay.â
âThanks. Is that Philipâs opinion, too?â
âDonât be snotty. I wish you two would get along.â
âWe do. Sort of.â Carolynâs husband was a little too officious for him, but there wasnât any out-and-out animosity.
âSo, we can count on you? Youâll sit across from her at dinner and make some kind of small talk, then walk her to her car.â
âHey, who said anything about walking anyone to a car?â
âOkay.â Carolyn threw up her hands. âJust the small talk. You donât have to see her again.â
And probably wonât, Dan concluded to himself.
***
Dan had been in Roswell two days and he was already restless. His sister had set him up as âdinner companionâ to some friend of hers, probably a hopelessly small-town socialite with small-town interests. Bet sheâd never heard of the Cubs.
Heâd hoped to hear from the informant but there had been nothing. The results were in on the Cisco Kid. Again nothing, not one thing showed up in any test that smelled of foul play. Death was attributed to a bronchial virus. Simple act of nature. Heâd drive out tomorrow and tell Billy Roland.
Heâd called Midland Savings and Loan. Another dead end. There was no account for an Eric Linden, never had been. Or