so?â
âIâm sure of it.â Myles nodded. âAlan, there will come a time when you, a knight, will have to fightsomeone less well trained than you. It canât be helped, and it doesnât make you a bully. It just means you learn to use your skills wisely.â
Alanna thought about this. At last she sighed and shook her head. It was too much just then.
Myles ruffled her hair. âSo now youâve proved youâre a warrior to the whole palace. Surely you want to celebrate.â
Alanna made a face. No matter what Myles said, she had used fancy tricks to beat Ralon, that was all. She was still a girl masquerading as a boy, and sometimes she doubted that she would ever believe herself to be as good as the stupidest, clumsiest male.
The door opened. âSir Myles. You beat me here.â It was Prince Jonathan. âHowâs Alan?â
Myles stood. âI think heâs tired. Alan, Iâm going, but I wish youâd think about what I said.â
âI always think about the things you tell me,â she admitted. She gave him her hand. âThanks, Sir Myles.â
The knight bowed to Jonathan and left. The Prince looked at Alanna. âWhat was that about?â
Alanna shrugged. âI think we were talking about what makes a bully.â
âA bully fights people littler and weaker than he isbecause he thinks itâs fun,â Jonathan said flatly. âDid you enjoy fighting Ralon? Weâll forget for now that heâs older than you and a squire.â
âWhen we were actually fighting âmaybe,â she replied slowly. âAfterâno.â
âYou wonât find anyone smaller than you are, so you canât beat on them,â the older boy said practically. âAnd after today weâre all going to think twice about whether youâre the weakest. Look, young Trebondâwhat did you think studying to be a knight was about?â
Suddenly Alanna felt much better. âThanks, Highness.â She grinned. âThanks a lot.â
He put a hand on her shoulder. âYou may have noticed my friends call me Jonathan, or Jon.â
Alanna looked up at him, not sure what was going on. âAnd am I your friend, Highness?â
âI do believe you are,â he told her quietly. âIâd like you to be.â He offered her his hand.
She took it. âThen I amâJonathan.â
4
DEATH IN THE PALACE
D UKE G ARETHâS LECTURE THE DAY AFTER A LANNA fought Ralon was long and impressive. He spoke to her about the duty one noble owes another noble, about keeping the peace on the palace grounds and about people who became bullies. He informed her that fighting with the hands was an undignified pastime taken up by commoners, or an art practiced by Shang warriorsâand that she was neither a commoner nor a Shang warrior. She had to make a formal, written apology to Ralonâs father, and she was restricted to the palace for two months.
Alanna stood at attention, listening. She loved the way the Duke talked. She knew he was pleased that she had beaten Ralon, not angry. She also knew he could never tell her so, because she had broken the rules, and that she had to take her punishment without complaint, because she had known the rules when she broke them. Alannaâs world was governed by rules, with a rule to cover every situation. Fighting a fellow noble in the palace was breaking the rules, and Gareth had to teach her that. Yet the rules governing what a noble could take in the way of insults said that Alanna had to fight Ralon, and Duke Gareth was proud of her because she had protected her honor as a noble.
Once you know the rules, she thought as she listened to the Duke with one ear, life is pretty simple. I donât get mad at Duke Gareth because I know he has to obey the rules just as I do, and I know he isnât truly angry with me anyway. Maybe our Code of Chivalry isnât such a bad thing.
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