the last week of baseball,â Hennessy explained. âThatâs my boy. First base.â
âNice boy,â Nora said. She came over and put one hand on Billyâs shoulder. âIâll bet you kids will really hit it off,â she said hopefully.
Billy looked up at her as if she were crazy. Stevie had already begun to torment him in school; twice heâd stolen Billyâs lunch and thrown it in the trash, heâd called Billy jerkface and fink and laughed hysterically when Billy couldnât climb the ropes in gym.
âThat guy?â Billy said, incredulous. âYouâve got to be kidding.â
âKids today,â Nora said as an apology to Hennessy. She gave Billy a little jab with the toe of one of her pumps. She had no idea why this neighbor of hers looked so good to her; he was tall, but he wasnât even handsome, he didnât have hypnotic eyes like Elvis, he didnât have a great smile like Roger. Rogerâs smile could drive you crazy, as if he knew what was inside of you. Maybe it was Hennessyâs hands that got to her; they were wide and strong. She looked at his fingers and wondered what his touch would feel like on her shoulders, on her thigh.
âLittle League,â Nora said, thoughtfully.
The baby gave a wail and dove for Noraâs breasts, leaning his head into her shirt.
Jesus, Hennessy thought.
Nora quickly shifted the baby under her arm, but Hennessy had seen a flash of her skin.
âBilly would love Little League,â Nora said.
âMe?â Billy said.
I have to get out of here, Hennessy told himself.
âSign-ups are in May,â Hennessy said, as he backed away toward the sidewalk.
âThatâs good to know,â Nora called after him. âIâd love to meet your wife sometime.â
âYeah,â Hennessy agreed.
âWell, I would,â Nora said to Billy when she saw the look on his face.
Hennessy waved and kept on, across the street. Nora studied his back and bit her lip. She simply refused to think about men.
âI told you people were nice here,â Nora said to Billy. She jiggled James under her arm and rolled the mower back into the garage. âThis is going to be great,â she told Billy.
Nora went inside to fix macaroni and cheese; she always had trouble with casseroles: they came out too wateryâyou had to eat the noodles with a spoonâand sometimes she just threw the whole thing out and served Frosted Flakes or beef jerky on white bread. Billy picked up the rake and went to work gathering the cut grass. The rake was too tall for him, and it hurt his shoulders to use it, but Billy didnât care. A few cars passed by, and although he heard them, he didnât bother to look up. He was practicing the blackout trick, and he was getting pretty good at it; if you didnât know better, you would swear a pair of jeans and a blue sweatshirt were raking the grass all on their own. If he worked really hard, gathering the grass into neat piles, then heaping armfuls into the silver garbage cans, he could make their house look just like everyone elseâs. So he stayed out until dark, and while the other children on the block were finishing their dinners or playing ball or getting ready for bed, Billy Silk was still raking grass, and by then he had forgotten how much his shoulders hurt.
3
ALL SOULS
O N J AMESâS FIRST BIRTHDAY Nora was pleased to find that he still didnât resemble anyone. There wasnât a trace of any family lineage when you studied his face; it was as if heâd just appeared one October day, without heritage or past, born out of labor and light rather than genes. Like all October babies, he was a good sleeper and liked the cold. Heâd pull off his woolen socks and throw off his blanket at night. Heâd point at the window and wail until Nora let him sleep with it open, and then heâd quiet down right away and stare at the stars that