Styrofoam, he was so light. On his feet, he stood unsteadily, still hugging his right arm with his left hand. I made myself calm down. âWeâd better get you to a doctor,â I said.
âIâll go to my own doctor. In the morning.â
âButââ
âCould you walk me home, Dusie? I can walk, if we take it slow. Just keep me company, thatâs my girl. And please, tell me how you got your snakes.â
So I did. As we slowfooted along the dark streets I told him the whole story, because he wanted to know and because having him by me felt so good. Iâd never had a grandfather, but talking to him, I felt like now I did. I told him about waking up with the worst bad hair day of all time. I told him what Iâd found out about my mother. I told him about meeting the Sisterhood in Central Park. I even told him I could hear my snakes thinking in my head. I told himâwell, I told him everything. Even about Troy.
âI heard about that boy on the news. So thatâs what happened to him!â Cy murmured.
âItâs all my fault,â I said. My crying had quieted as we walked and I talked, but now I start sniffling again.
âNot at all,â he said firmly. âIt was an accident.â
âBut if I told the hospital or anybodyââ
âBetter not do that. I agree with your mother; they would not understand. Officialdom lacks imagination.â
âBut I feel like a criminal.â
âYouâre not.â He hobbled along clutching his hurt arm, his face tight with pain, yet he was able to give me a look like a blessing. âDusie, youâre a nice girl with your heart in the right place, and as far as Iâm concerned, youâre a hero. You saved my life. Those boys would have killed me.â
I shivered. âYou should have just given them your wallet.â
âI couldnât do that.â
âWhy not?â
âIt wouldnât be right.â
âButââ
âI know, I know. But Iâm eighty-seven years old. If I canât stand up for whatâs right by now, when can I?â
âYouâre crazy,â I told him.
âMost of my friends would agree with you.â He tried to smile, but winced with pain.
âWe ought to get you a taxi,â I said. âOr an ambulance.â
âItâs not far now.â
His apartment was only a block down the street from mine. He fished his keys out of his pocket, but his hand shook, and he let me open the door. Inside, he collapsed in a chair. Thatâs all there was, one big old recliner and a table with a lamp and a radio. The rest was all books, shelves and shelves and piles and piles of books. Books towering on the sofa, books stacked on the countertops in the tiny kitchen.
âWhereâs the phone?â I asked. âWe should call somebody.â
âThereâs nobody to call, Dusie.â
âYou donât have kids around here?â
âMy children predeceased me. If you can help me rig up a sling, Iâll be fine.â
I barely heard him, because I was figuring out that heâd had kids but they were dead, that was what predeceased meant. Ow. Owww, that must have hurt. I said, âWe should call your doctor, at least.â
âYou can try. The telephone is by the microwave.â
I wondered whether there were books in the nuker, too. I found the cordless phone in its cradle behind a pile of Rudyard Kipling novels, along with a notepad, a pencil cup, and a list of emergency phone numbers. He was organized enough. I noticed the books were kind of stacked by topic or author. Robert Frost in the refrigerator, maybe, and Robert Burns in the oven. I dialed the doctor and got the answering service; an operator said sheâd have the doctor call back.
I found the bathroomâyeah, he had stacks of books in there, too, all along the walls and around the toiletâand I grabbed a big, thin beach towel for a