pictures,â I told him, and imagined it was a collection of photographs from all the places theyâd been while sailing the world catching fish.
His mama begged him to take it, holding it between their bodies. Like a tiny drop of glue she hoped would keep them connected.
She kept talking to him, and when it seemed she finally knew that what she was saying would make no difference, she put the envelope back into her purse, stepped close to Frankie, and hugged him. And he let her. But he didnât put his armsaround her. Instead, his arms lay flat at his sides.
She hugged him real hard.
And by the way she held so tight to him, it looked to me like she was very sorry.
But then Frankie moved away from her. He started back toward the shop.
âWhatâs he doing?â I asked Luis. I felt a panic inside.
Luis shook his head. âThis is just like Frankie. Iâve been telling him that she would come back someday. I said, âShe wonât have you staying with me forever, you know.ââ He sighed, and I could picture the two of them standing together on the jetty, Luis talking, telling him about his mother. Frankie, not wanting to care if she ever came back.
His mama leaned against the taxi like it was the only thing holding her up, like her legs had stopped working. Tears ran down from her black-asphalt eyes.
And thatâs when my stomach went tight, and my breath stopped, and a very bad feeling cameover me. Because it was plain to see that he had made up his mind.
I watched Frankie walk away from his mama that morning. And with each step he took, I knew he was carving a deeper hole into his heart.
THE PART OF MARISOL THAT SHINES
I âve got another recipe for you, Groovy, became Luisâs favorite seven words. Every time I stopped in the Swallow on my way home from school, he was handing me a piece of paper with a different secret passed down from his Aunt Regina. Fried ice cream, tortilla soup, stuffed green chilies; you name it.
Donât get me wrong, I was thankful to have the recipes, and I taped each one carefully into my cooking notebook and all, but I was pretty sure it wasnât anything like formal training.
There was nothing in Luisâs recipes about the things I wanted to know, like the exact proper amount of time to cool a cake straight from the oven before thinking of frosting it.
Even Ms. Dixon-Green, our school librarian, couldnât find the answer.
âIâll look into ordering a cooking reference book,â she told me. âBut it could take a while.â
Every day at lunch recess, Iâd wander into the library and make my way to her desk. âYou found out anything yet?â Iâd ask her, like my very life suddenly depended on knowing the correct number of minutes to cool a cake.
She never did.
One day she handed me an empty cake-mix box. âItâs about ten minutes before removing the cake from the pan, and then it says to cool completely before frosting,â she said. âAccording to Betty Crocker, at least.â She pointed to the directions listed on the back of the box.
âI know what the box says,â I told her, as if I hadnât already memorized what Betty Crockerâsinstructions were for cake baking. âBut the skin of the cake is tender for a long time. I wish theyâd tell us how long completely cool is.â
Ms. Dixon-Green sighed and looked again at the directions. âThatâs true,â she said. âI hate it when the frosting pulls up little bits of the cake.â
I stopped going to the library at lunchtime after that.
I decided maybe it was more of a heat-and-cooling scientific thing, and made plans to ask Miss Johnson instead.
When the case of strawberries came in to the Swallow from the fruit market, Luis delivered them to my house himself.
âCanât wait to try one,â he said. Which is exactly the kind of thing Luis would say.
âThanks. Iâll