just wanted to shut him up.
Cal put down the remote and headed in the direction of the kitchen. As he came through the door, Jeff was droning on about his lightninglike reflexes.
He leaned against the door frame, noting that the only audience Jeff had was KC, the youngest member of their team. Not that KC was listening. His attention seemed to be fully focused on the sandwich he was making.
âAnyway, had I not been there,â Jeff continued, âwho knows what wouldâve happened.â
Cal stood and came forward into the room. âAll right Jeff, enough is enough. I think you are making too big a deal out of this.â
Jeffâs eyes narrowed and a wide smile came over his face. Cal thought the overall effect reminded him of a snake.
âFace it, Cal. You donât belong here. You just canât cut it anymore.â
Cal flinched slightly. The cutting remarks caused KC to pause momentarily, then he scooped up the plate with his completed sandwich and quickly left the room. Cal did not miss the fact that the young man would not even make eye contact.
He took a deep breath trying to hold back the urge to break Jeff Collins in half over his knee. âThere is no reason for all that, man.â
Jeff stood from where heâd been sitting at the table, and came toward the door. âTell you what. Next time the alarm sounds, why donât you stay behind and let the real men take the call.â He touched his chin. âAnd you can bake us some cookies while youâre waiting.â
Cal reacted before his brain had a chance to catch up with his fist, and he found himself standing over Jeffâs prone body. He looked down at the moaning man not completely regretting his action, then without another word he turned and walked away.
Chapter 8
âW ith all due respect, sir, I havenât lost my edge.â Cal fought with every strand of willpower he could muster to keep control of his temper. Since his altercation with Jeff, he seemed to have lost complete control of it. Heâd been snapping and snarling at everyone over the past week, so he wasnât completely surprised to look up and find his boss standing in his doorway.
âNo one is saying you have, Cal.â Captain Mark McKinley, a large burly white man commonly known as Mack, stood leaning back against Calâs office desk, his thick arms crossed over his chest, watching the emotions play across Calâs expressive face.
âThis suspension is department policy, you know that. Whatever happened in that house has to be addressed. There has to be a formal hearing, and there is not a damn thing I can do about it.â He stood away from the desk. âLook, donât make this any harder than it has to be.â
Cal tightened his lips in a thin line to keep the harsh words in his mouth. Everything Mack was saying was true, but it didnât make it any easier to take.
âLook, Cal. You donât have to convince me, Iâm the one who recommended you for promotion, remember?â
Cal nodded.
âOkay then, just go home, sit back and wait for this thing to play out.â Mack watched his face, but when Cal said nothing more, he continued. âIâm putting Dwight in charge for now, unless you have another recommendation?â
âNo, Dwightâs your man.â
âGood, now that that is settled,â he stood and clamped his hands together, âIâm going to get going. And Calâ¦you know you have to make an appointment with the department shrink.â
Cal frowned, but before he could say anything Mack spoke. âLike I told you before, it is all a part of the policy. I donât decide this and neither do you. Just get it over with, so we can put all this behind us.â
Cal stood in the same place for several minutes, long after Mack had left. As hard as heâd tried to hold it all together, things had finally spun out of control and he had no one but himself to