hermit.â
âHave you used a fork before?â
âWhy should I?â His tone grew icy.
âMaybe I should have ordered pizza.â She disappeared back into the kitchen.
Gawain watched her retreating form, appreciating the sway of her hips. He knew she was just as wary of him as he was of herâand with more causeâbut she refused to let it show. Whatever else she was, Tamsin Greene was not a coward. She was taking a risk, inviting him here. He would show her better courtesy tonight.
âIâm a little behind,â she said. âMy sister keeps phoning me about one thing or another. Today it was my motherâs plans.â
âFor what?â
Tamsinâs shoulders hunched, as if the subject irritated her. âSheâs threatening to have the Elders find a husband for me.â
âIs she?â Gawainâs eyes narrowed. Every level of his being rejected the idea like poison.
Tamsin gave Gawain a weary look, but there was a touch of anger deep in her eyes. âItâs just my mother. The Elders have better things to do with their time.â
âWhat does your sister believe?â The knot in his chest tightened. He had never condoned forcing a maid to marry, whatever the reason.
âSheâs older and thinks she knows best.â
He could hear the affection in her voice, but also deep exasperation. âI understand. I was the eldest of four brothers.â
âNo wonder youâre bossy.â Tamsin set plates of food on the table. âSit. Eat. I promise it is entirely magic-free.â
He flushed slightly at her words, but sat and sniffed at the meal. It wasnât food heâd tried before, but he had seen it in pictures. There were spirals of pasta drenched in a thick and meaty sauce that made his mouth water. Hesitantly, he picked up a piece of crusty bread and soaked it in the sauce. It was hot and savory, and all at once dinner seemed like an excellent idea.
They dug in. He watched the way Tamsin handled the food to make sure he got the rituals of the table just right. Although he tried not to admit it, he enjoyed watching her delicate fingers hold the silverware and the way her lips closed around each bite. It made him think of other, more interesting things her lips might do.
âYou realize,â Tamsin began, breaking the silence, âthat as a medieval historian, Iâm fascinated to actually meet someone from the past.â She cast him a glance that was almost shy.
âI expect that is true.â Gawain shifted in his seat, feeling uncomfortably ancient. It prompted him to change the subject. âYou say you are in search of Merlinâs books at the behest of your coven Elders. Why did you take on this task?â
She looked down, her face carefully schooled. âTo prove myself. Loremasters can travel and conduct business on our own authority in a way other witches canât. I am the first woman to take this position, even on a temporary basis. I want the job permanently. Itâs the best chance I have for a position with so much responsibility.â
No doubt it also ensured escape from a marriage she didnât want. Gawain studied her face, now grown slightly flushed, as if she wasnât used to speaking her mind to strangers. âAmbition in the right measure is an attractive quality. It shows independence.â
Her eyes grew wide and she leaned closer. âTell me about Merlin the Wise.â
Sheâd changed the subject, just as he had. Fencing. Protecting herself. Not quite sure of him. It piqued his interest. âWhat do you want to know?â
âHe was the greatest sorcerer that ever lived. Of course Iâm curious. What was he like as a person?â
âI never liked him,â Gawain said bluntly, and forked up some more pasta.
Tamsin looked momentarily crestfallen. âWhy not?â
Gawain chewed and swallowed. He recognized hero worship when he saw it. He