preparations.
Still, there was dignity in the way Chong Ata rose, his eyes old and soft above his almost pure-white beard.
The thickset older man reached Chong Ata first.
âAssalam alaykum,â
he said. âPeace be unto you.â His right hand rose to his chest, palm open. He gave a slight bow.
Chong Ata offered the same gesture.
âWa alaykum assalam.
And unto you peace,â he said, his gaze steady.
The driver, the younger man, repeated the greeting and the raising of his hand, as did Chong Ata.
âThis is Osman . . . and his son,â Ata said, his voice curt and jarring after the gentleness of the greetings that had just taken place. âHis other son is in the truck, tending the sheep theyâll deliver on the way to the mountain.â
As Ata introduced the men to Chong Ata, he stepped in front of Mehrigul, excluding her.
Anger flooded through Mehrigul, and she inched backwards. His rudeness embarrassed her. The bitterness in his voice stung. Was he slighting her because Memet was not thereâhad left Ata without a son at his side? Or to remind her of her place? A thankless girl heâd had to feed and raise, whoâd then go off and marry and work in someone elseâs household.
Should Mehrigul dissolve into the earth because sheâd not been born a boy?
She slipped away and watched unobserved from the doorway. It pleased her to hear the words of respect Osman spoke to her chong ata, to see the regard he held for his elder cross his rough, leathered face. He seemed to know that her grandfather carried with him the history of the Uyghurâs struggles in this unforgiving oasis. That he was in the presence of someone who knew both the pride and the hardships of his people.
âMehrigul,â Ata called, his strident tone reminding her she was far from special. âBring the goods in the house to the truck.â
âYes, Ata,â she said, in as cold a voice as she could find within her. She went to the kitchen to gather the bags sheâd filled with walnuts and dried peaches from their precious store, the bag of naan sheâd baked, and the raisins that Ata would take to eat on his journey.
When Mehrigul emerged from the house, she collided with Ata, coming from Chong Ataâs workroom. Two bags were slung over his shoulder. Sheâd packed all the baskets into one bag. Why had he repacked them?
âWhat are you staring at?â Ata shot the words at Mehrigul as he shoved her out of the way with his elbow.
Mehrigul stumbled backwards, struggling to keep a hold on the heavy bags she carried. Why was he being so hurtful to her? Whatever sheâd done, Mehrigul would take care not to anger him further. She headed for the truck, feeling oddly comforted by the presence of strangers.
Osman took the bags from her. He gave no greeting. If Ata hadnât acknowledged her as a beloved daughter, surely he had no obligation.
After Ata placed his bags in the truck bed, everything was fastened down. Both of Osmanâs sons now crouched next to the bleating sheep. Ata tied Osmanâs door on the driverâs side and took the passenger seat.
They drove away.
There was no wave goodbye or instructions to take good care of Ana. No warnings about being lazy. No reminders to do chores on time.
Chong Ata was still beside the house when Mehrigul returned from the road. He held out his open palms as Mehrigul approached. She laid her hands in his, and the strength and comfort of his gnarled fingers began to calm her.
âI think my father was overcome with sorrow to see a man with two sons. Donât you, Chong Ata? That Memet was not here beside him was more than he could bear. Wasnât it?â She squeezed Chong Ataâs hands. âDo you think thatâs why he acted so strangely toward me, that itâs really Memet who has angered him?â
Chong Ataâs eyes were so moist with caring, she thought her heart would break open.
R. C. Farrington, Jason Farrington