shouldnât include too many details.
I took a deep breath and called her phone number. She answered after three rings.
âHello?â
âUh, hi, Colleen. This is Paul. How you doing?â
âFine, and you?â Did she sound happy to hear from me? I thought so, but it wasnât like she was overjoyed or anything.
âGood, yeah, Iâm good. Listen, I just thought Iâd call to tell you I had a good time last night.â
She giggled. What did that mean? That she thought it was funny that the only word I could say was âgoodâ?
âI hoped you did,â she said. It sort of sounded like she was smiling. Too bad I didnât Skype her.
âDo you have Skype?â I asked.
She paused. I realized I had switched subjects abruptly. âI mean, I was just thinking it would be nice to see you,â I said.
âOh, you wouldnât want to see me now,â she said. âI look awful.â
âIâll bet.â
âNo, really, Iâm still lounging around with practically nothing on.â
I had to press the phone against my ear to stop my hand from shaking. âI wouldnât mind,â I said, trying to sound cool.
She laughed. It was a great sound. âWell, I would,â she said. âYouâd hate me if you saw me.â
Right. Iâd probably turn away in horror . âAnyway,â I said, âIâd like to go out again sometime.â
âSo would I,â she said. âIâll let you know.â
Let me know? Let me know? What about tonight? But all I said was, âO.K.â
âMy mom wants me to do something, so Iâve got to get dressed,â she said. âBut Iâll see you at school.â
âRight. See you then,â I said.
After we hung up, I felt shot down. What was she doing tonight? Or Sunday afternoon? Sheâll see me at school? Right. And then walk right on by like nothing ever happened.
I spent the rest of the day doing homework, writing the article about the football game, and trying to read Look Homeward, Angel . None of which I enjoyed.
Even when my Dad fixed sloppy joes for dinner, my mood didnât improve. He asked me if I was going out with my friends tonight, which only reminded me that I didnât exactly have any friends.
âIâm staying in to read Look Homeward, Angel ,â I told him.
He was impressed. Great. Now Iâd really have to read it.
chapter eleven
I TRIED. I REALLY DID . Got to page 55 before I gave up. Took me two and a half hours. It made me see why everybody today reads vampire novels. I believed Terry when she said she was the only person in the class to finish the book.
Remembering that made me decide to call her. I pretended that I needed some help on the football game story. Before I could ask her anything, though, she said, âI heard you were out with Colleen Donnelly.â
âRight. I guess we should bring out a special edition about that.â
She didnât get it. âWhat are you talking about?â
âEverybody seems to know I was out with Colleen. My sister, youâ¦.â
âWell, people saw her go off with you after the football game. I guess you went to the cemetery.â
âDonât you have spies there too? You should know how long we were there and whatââ I couldnât quite say âwhat we didâ to Terry. I was afraid she already knew.
âI donât know why youâre upset,â she said, âunless youâre ashamed of something.â
She had me there. Still, I replied, âI just mean itâs not anybodyâs business who I go out with.â
âWell, partly itâs because people are curious about you. Youâre from New York. You got Caleâs locker.â
âNot my fault.â
âNo, but you keep asking people about him.â
âAsking questions is part of being a journalist,â I said, hoping to make her feel