dully.
âThereâs always next year,â Amanda said. âYou can enter next year.â
âIâm sorry. I know you were looking forward to it,â Rose said.
âI donât care,â Lizabeth said, and realized that she honestly didnât anymore. Not from the moment she had seen Tracy.
âYou donât?â Katâs voice was sharp. âAs of last night, it was the most important thing in the world! More important than anyone !â
Lizabeth matched her tone. âI said I donât care ! Is that so hard to understand?â
Amanda looked from one to the other. âWhatâs going on with the two of you?â
Lizabeth hoped Kat wouldnât explain. There wasnât much she could say in her own defense. Amanda and Rose would surely side with Kat.
Lizabeth had never thought much about it before, but Amanda had been Katâs friend first. Katâs family practically adopted her in those terrible months after her mother died. Lizabeth hadnât exactly avoided her, but Amandaâs grief had made Lizabeth feel too uncomfortable. Well, sheâd only been seven then.
And Rose and Kat became especially close when Kat helped her care for her horse. Lizabeth had gone to Clayton Stables a few times, but sheâd really doneâ¦nothing. Except pose in her scarlet riding jacket, she remembered now with embarrassment.
âWhat is it?â Rose asked. âWhat happened?â
âWe had a disagreement,â Kat said stiffly.
âI donât want to talk about it,â Lizabeth muttered.
âWell, if it was just a little disagreementâ¦â Rose started.
âIt wasnât little . Things were said that canât be unsaid,â Kat told them. âItâs too late.â
Amanda looked distressed. âCome on, youâve been best friends sinceâ¦since you were born!â
âWe were forced on each other,â Kat said. âBy our mothers.â
âWeâre cousins, not friends,â Lizabeth said. âWe have nothing in common.â
âDonât do this, please,â Amanda pleaded.
âNothing could be that serious,â Rose added.
âItâs supposed to be the four of us together, remember?â Amanda said.
âFour best friends, forever,â Rose said. âDonât spoil it!â
âI donât care what happened. Youâve got to apologize to each other right now.â Amanda was almost in tears. âYouâve got to!â
Kat looked out the window. Lizabeth studied her feet. âWhen I came to Cape Light,â Rose said, âI thought the three of you had the best friendship Iâd ever seen. I was so happy to be included. You canât stay mad. Not here, not in our special place.â
Kat and Lizabeth exchanged guarded looks.
âKat,â Amanda said. âLizabeth. Please!â
After a long pause, Kat spoke. âI donât think I was wrong but I guess Iâm sorry about some of the things I said. Though not all.â
âIâm not saying youâre wrongâyouâre notâbut I did what I had to do. You could have tried to understand. I couldnât be there and not seeâ¦â Lizabeth took a breath. âI guess Iâm sorry for what I said, too. I suppose I do like you. Some of the time, anyway.â
âI worry about Tracy, too,â Kat said softly. âI do understand.â
âYou were mean,â Lizabeth said. âYou have a terrible temper.â
âWell, so do you. And Iâm not heartless!â Kat paused. âLizabeth, I want you to knowâI wasnât upset only because of my brothers. I was mad at you for risking yourself .â
Amanda and Rose looked at each other in confusion. âAll right, good enough,â Rose said.
Amanda took the other three girlsâ hands and clasped them together. âFour of us, together,â she said.
âFour, together,â Rose