been working on a mood of her own.
âYou think about making an offer, now!â Suzanne called after her.
Julie waved, got back into her car and headed for Blue River High.
Okay, so the day was definitely going in the downhill direction, she thought, as she pulled into the teachersâ lot and spotted a shiny blue SUV over in visitorsâ parking. Things could still turn around, if she just looked on the bright side, counted her blessings.
She had a wonderful, healthy son.
She had a job she loved, even if it was a bummer sometimes.
And, yeah, someone might come along and buy the cottage right out from under her and Calvin, but given the economic slowdown, selling would probably take a while. In the meantime, she and her little boy had a roof over their heads, and for the first time in Julieâs life, thanks to a fluke, she had money in the bank.
A person didnât have to look far to see that a lot of other people werenât so fortunate. The Strivens family, for instance.
Julie parked the Cadillac, grabbed her tote bag and her lunch, and got out.
While she was locking up, she saw the driverâs-side door of the strange blue SUV swing open.
Gordon Pruett got out.
She barely recognized him, with his short haircut, chinos and polo shirt. A commercial fisherman by trade, Calvinâs father had always been a raggedy-jeans-and-muscle-shirt kind of guy.
Julieâs stomach seemed to take a bungee jump as shewatched the man sheâd once lovedâor believed she lovedâstrolling toward her as though they both had all the time in the world.
Like Calvinâs, Gordonâs eyes were a piercing ice-blue, and both father and son had light blond hair that paled to near silver in bright sunshine.
âHello, Julie,â Gordon said. He was tanned, and a diamond stud sparkled in the lobe of his right ear, making him look something like a pirate.
âGordon,â Julie managed, aware that she hadnât moved since spotting him moments before. âWhat are you doing here? Why didnât you call?â
âI did call,â Gordon answered mildly, keeping his distance, squinting a little in the dazzle of a fall morning. âIâve e-mailed, too. Multiple times, in fact. Youâve been putting me off for a couple of months now, Jules, so I figured weâd better talk in person.â
Julie sighed. Her throat felt dry and raw, and her knees were wobbly, insubstantial. âCalvin isnât ready to see you,â she said.
âIf thatâs true,â Gordon responded, âIâm more than willing to wait until he is ready. But are you sure our son is the reluctant one, Julie? Or is it you?â
Tears of frustration and worry burned in her eyes. She blinked them away, at the same time squaring her shoulders and stiffening her spine. âCalvin is barely five years old,â she replied, âand youâre a stranger to him.â
âIâm his father.â
Julie closed her eyes for a moment, drew a deep, deep breath, and released it slowly. âYes,â she said. âYouâre his fatherâbiologically. But you didnât want to be part of Calvinâs life or mine, remember? You said you werenât ready.â
Gordon might have flinched; his reaction was so well-controlled as to be nearly invisible. Still, there had been a reaction. âI regret that,â he said. âBut Iâve taken care of Calvin, havenât I? Kept up the child support payments? Let you raise him the way you wanted to?â
Julieâs throat thickened. She swallowed. Gordon wasnât a monster, she reminded herself silently. Just a flesh-and-blood man, with plenty of good qualities and plenty of faults.
âI have classes to teach,â she said at last.
âBuy you lunch?â
The first-period bell rang.
Julie said nothing; she was torn.
âI could meet you somewhere, or pick up some food and bring it here,â Gordon