auntâs,â Ida said, not sounding all that impressed. âYour mother told us all about that.â
âItâs a great inn.â
âIt is beautiful, that is true. I love the orange trees dotting the front lawn,â Jean said. âI bet it smells heavenly come spring.â
âIt does. The orange blossoms are very pretty and do smell nice.â
Ida crossed her legs. âIt was kind of you to give us your bed.â
âI want you both to be comfortable. Tomorrow, when I have a room available, Iâll help you get resituated.â
âThatâs mighty kind of you,â Ida said. âWhere will you sleep tonight?â
âThereâs a small room near the kitchen with a pullout couch. I donât rent it out much, but Iâll be fine in there.â
If they could go to so much trouble to make sure she knew they hadnât forgotten her, she could offer them her hospitality. Their slightly garrulous, very matter-of-fact ways stripped away a lot of the barriers sheâd built around her heart . . . and those painful memories.
They sat quietly for another few minutes, Ida gasping when she spied a shooting star.
Smiling at Idaâs reaction, Beverly let herself relax. Perhaps this visit was going to go just fine.
Then Jean coughed. âBeverly, dear, we should probably tell you something, in order to get everything out in the open, you know.â
âOh?â
For the first time, Jean seemed uncomfortable. âWell, you might not have heard this, but Marvin and Regina are happy together. They have a little girl now, too.â
They had a baby? A new flash of pain lit her heart, surprising her with its force. It seemed that every time she thought she was over Marvin and Reginaâs love affair, sheâd discoversome new detail about their life and that pain would resurface just as if her heart had never healed.
âI . . . Iâm glad. Really glad,â she bit out. Then, before she said she was glad for a third time, she got to her feet. âHey, how about you two relax here for a little bit? I should go inside and make sure none of the other guests need anything.â
âAll right, dear, take your time,â Ida said.
Beverly was pretty sure Ida added something after that, but sheâd already walked through the screen door. Thankfully.
All she could think about at the moment was that Marvin and Regina were happy. And that they had a baby. Theyâd thrived in her absence.
Until that moment, sheâd begun to believe that sheâd been thriving, too. But maybe sheâd only been focusing on the inn. Maybe sheâd forgotten that there was more to life than putting all her efforts into making a comfortable space for people to spend a few days of their time.
And though she definitely did have some good friends here, she spent many more hours of the day simply chatting with strangers, never letting them get too close. Never letting herself get too involved.
Sheâd especially never taken the time to return menâs smiles when she passed them on the sidewalk. Sheâd definitely never accepted any invitations to go to breakfast or lunch. Or for walks on the beach. Or to grab a cup of coffee.
Sheâd been carefully, deliberately, keeping herself alone.
Just so she wouldnât get hurt again.
It had taken a visit from Marvinâs sisters to shake her out of her self-imposed isolation. To make her realize that she didnât have to be alone, and once more, she hadnât ever had to be that way.
It was definitely time to stop living in what could have been and start making plans for herself. Maybe, just maybe, it was time to remind herself that she wasnât old.
That she certainly wasnât too old to one day fall in love again.
Chapter 9
L eona was having trouble keeping up with her two best friends. She had a very good idea that it was because they were currently acting nothing like her two best