blink. âUh, are you making fun of me?â
She blows a raspberry and snaps a photo of me. âItâs the Renaissance Faire. The only place where magick really is real.â
I scrunch my nose at her.
She grins and clicks another pic.
âIâm going to hold you to that and make you chant here, on the faire grounds.â
Her smile fades. âYou never let anything go.â
âWhat do you mean?â I reach out and yank a leaf off a nearby maple.
âYouâre not giving up on this magick thing, are you?â
I stare at the leafâs veins. âItâs real, Mary. You said you rememberedâ¦â
âYeah, that it didnât work. Weâve already talked about this and we had a fight. I donât want to discuss it again.â She palms her camera and walks toward the main path.
âWhy canât we talk about it?â I stomp after her, huffing with every step. The pollen mixed with the frustration of Mary dodging yet another important conversation inflames my lungs. I pause long enough to use my inhaler.
Mary twists to face me. Her brow furrows, shifting her from avoidance mode to overprotective mode. âAnne, are you okay?â
I lean over and prop my hands on my knees. The trailâs entranceâand the freedom of open airâis so close and yet so far. Oxygen is oxygen, but magickal, dark-forest air has a decidedly heavier quality than sunny field air.
She rushes over to me. âYou sound wheezy. Iâm sorry, all right? Donât go into a full attack because of me.â She rubs my back like itâll open my lungs or something. âFocus on breathing.â
âYeah, Iâm doing that.â I close my eyes and visualize cool, clean air opening my airways and expanding my lungs. The tightness eases some. The confusion about Mary thinking the asthma flare is her fault doesnât. Asthma is asthma. The only person that brings it on is meâwhen Iâm upset, itâs worse. No one can control my emotions, except me. And I suck at it.
âAre you girls lost?â A dry, gravelly voice interrupts us.
We spin to face an old woman standing just a few feet away. Dressed in a black, hooded cape, she looks a lot like the witch in Snow White. Without the warts and hooked nose, but with twice the wrinkles.
âTwins. How lovely. The bond between twins is so much stronger than that of other siblings.â Intense black eyes scour over us. Her jagged smile slashes at me like the tines of a rusty rake.
âWhereâd you come from?â Mary asks, trying to sound polite. Her fingers digging into my arm, however, tell me sheâs feeling anything but friendly.
The womanâs gaze locks onto mine and my mind splits open, leaving me raw and exposed. My heart races in a rush to heal the assault of her cleaving stare. âI have a shoppe at the end of the trail. I sell trinkets, love potions, herbal teas, talismans, and the like.â
âThatâs nice.â I cough and suck on some albuterol, telling myself sheâs an innocent, old woman dressed up as a witch to sell her goods, not some sorceress wandering a forbidden, magickal forest.
She stretches a crooked index finger and points at my pin. âThe Gemini symbol. Wonderful!â She laughs, but it comes out as a half-cackle, half-grunt. âI collect Zodiac symbols. I could show you. Come take a look. You might find something you like.â
âMaybe later. Weâre meeting someone.â Mary bites her lip.
âIt wonât take long. This way.â She waves her arm and limps along the footpath, deeper into the woods.
I glance at Mary. The asthma attack is fading, otherwise Iâd get the heck out of there, but⦠I canât let an old woman freak me out. Someone famous somewhereâor some âwhenââsaid you have to confront your fears and, well, this seems like a good opportunity. Weâll look at her shoppe, see how