edge of the stage, head bent over an acoustic guitar.
Iâm halfway down the center aisle when I realize itâs the girl from the lobby, the target of the group of seniors. Eventually she sees me, and with a final chord, the music stops.
âYou donât have to stop. That sounded amazing.â
She stares at me. âThanks.â She makes the word sound like a question, or maybe an accusation.
âI always liked the Demi Lovato sound-track version better than the original A-flat major version,â I tell her.
âMe too.â
âSounds like your arrangement combines the two, which is cool.â
âExactly.â She pauses for a minute, then asks, âYou know music?â
âYeah, I sing, too. Well, sing and dance. Show choir.â
âI looked into all the clubs here,â she says. âI didnât know they had show choir.â
âOh, they donât,â I clarify. âI mean, at my old school.â
She looks mildly interested. âYouâre new, too?â
âYeah.â
âDid you join the regular chorus?â
âNah. Itâs pretty small and ⦠just seems kinda lackluster in comparison. Like a lot of things here.â
The girl cracks the smallest of smiles. âSounds like youâre as thrilled about being at good olâ Atlantic Christian Academy as I am.â
âProbably isnât possible to be any less thrilled.â I hop up on the stage and open my lunch tote. âIâd give just about anything to be back at my old school for senior year.â
I stare down at our feet, which are dangling side by side off the stage. Shoes are the only opportunity to have any sort of individuality around here. Hers are light blue Toms, hand-painted with music notes. Mine are supercute maroon patent leather Mary Janes.
She nods. âTrue story. Iâd just started this little band. We were pretty kick-ass.â She sighs. âBut my dad got transferred. Again. Another opportunity that was âtoo good to pass up,â even though my parents promised that the last time was the last time. Good-bye, band.â
I twist the top off my water bottle. âMy show choir was slated to go to Nationals next spring,â I confess. âGrand Ole Opry House in Nashville. Being up on that stage wouldâve been awesome.â
âIs it your parentsâ fault youâre here, too?â
Hesitating, I think about it. I mean ⦠my parents had filled out and submitted the application and made that sizable donation to the church, so â¦
âYeah,â I say.
âWell, hereâs to parents ruining our lives.â She lifts her drink and taps it against mine. âIâm Sam, by the way.â
âNikki.â I point to her unopened lunch bag. âAre you gonna eat?â I donât ask her why sheâs also skipping out on the cafeteria. I think I know the answer.
âNot hungry.â Sam scowls. âLook what the dumb asses around here left in my locker.â She reaches into her tote bag and pulls out a metal tin of SPAM, which she drops onto the stage with a thud. âI keep waiting for it to get old, butâ¦â
âI was in the lobby this morning,â I tell her. âBut I donât get the joke.â
Sam shrugs. âBasically, theyâre calling me a pig.â
I study her, but I still donât understand. Sheâs not fat, not at all. Sheâs really pretty, and her nose isnât at all piglike. And her hair is awesome, the kind of silky straight of my hairâs wildest dreams. âI donât get it.â
âMight as well tell you the story. Not like itâs a secret. They made sure nothing about me is private.â
Suddenly Iâm thinking of Pax and remembering how he gave me the option of getting to know me without knowing all about my sordid past. But before I can offer the same opportunity to Sam, who seems perfectly