didnât you?â Jean asked, looking at her daughter strangely.
âYes, twice.â
âPoor kid. Poor Barbara. Poor Jean.â She drank, a long gulp that drained half the glass. âYouâre still young and beautiful. Would you do it again?â
âIâve thought of it.â
âOh? Anyone in particular? Youâre so closemouthed. You never did tell me about Los Angeles.â
âThereâs not much to tell. Someone once said L.A.âs a great place if you like to eat. Not that the foodâs good, but thereâs not much else to do.â
âThey also say itâs a great place if youâre an orange. What about the man?â
âHis nameâs Carson Devron. Well â Kit Carson Devron.â
âDevron?â Jean looked at her and then looked back into her glass. Then she finished her drink. âNot the Devrons?â
Barbara nodded.
âNo. Good heavens, no. Theyâre cowboys. They live on beans and jerky and grow oranges.â
Barbara leaned over and kissed her. âMother, youâre wonderful. I adore you.â
âKit Carson Devron,â Jean whispered. âDoes he wear a coon-skin cap? Iâm a little drunk, darling. Shall I have another?â
âIf you wish.â
âA short one. Iâll get maudlin.â
âYour privilege.â Barbara mixed the drink and handed it to Jean.
âTell me about Kit Carson,â Jean said.
âCall him Carson â only for my sake. You know, theyâre quite civilized, mother, and very rich. They own half of downtown Los Angeles ââ
âIt has a downtown?â
âânot to mention the Morning World. Iâm not impressed by the wealth, which you might suspect. I met him at one of those dreadful Beverly Hills parties, which my producer gave to welcome me into the fold of what they euphemistically call the Industry. He talked me into leaving, and do you know, nobody actually realized that the guest of honor was missing. Well, one thing led to another, and I think heâs very much in love with me.
âAre you in love with him?â
Barbara shrugged. âIt gets less easy. Iâm forty-four. Heâs thirty-six.â
âWell, I suppose youâve thought about that?â
âYou can be sure.â
âI remember reading about him,â Jean said. âWhen they made him publisher of the paper. Itâs a rotten paper. The Chronicleâs nothing to write home about, but compared to the Los Angeles Morning World, itâs the New York Times. â
âAll Los Angeles papers are awful,â Barbara agreed, unruffled. âHeâs only just become publisher.â
âThe golden lad, Olympic athlete, Rhodes scholar, very much the young Greek god. For heavenâs sake, Bobby, heâs not even real.â
âHeâs very real. Iâll admit heâs good-looking, but itâs not his fault. Iâll also admit that heâs some sort of throwback, very honorable, which doesnât hurt, and certainly not the kind of man Iâve ever been interested in.â She was thinking of Marcel Duboise, who died in a hospital in Toulouse after being wounded in the Spanish Civil War, her first love, a tall, skinny, wonderfully ugly man, and she was thinking of Bernie Cohen, whom she had married and who had died fighting in Israel, a great bear of a man, Samâs father. âNo, not the kind of a man Iâve taken to.â
âBut you do take to him?â
âI think I do, mother.â
âAnd the age difference?â
âIt worries me,â Barbara admitted. âI told him it made things impossible.â
âDoes it?â
âI donât know. I want you to meet him. He wanted to come with me, but I thought he should meet the Lavettes under happier conditions.â
âYou know,â Jean said, âfrom all I hear, the Devrons are a tight little clan. Primitives.
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