moving forward now to hug her but her hands pause at Sienaâs sides like she thinks she might break her. âIâve been so worried.â
Siena smiles, takes my motherâs hand reassuringly. âItâs not as bad as it looks. Actually, things are going really well.â
âYouâre joking, right?â says Via, gesturing as though all the evidence against it is clearly visible in the air around us.
Siena raises her palms. âThere have been some losses. But itâs for the best.â
âAs long as youâre happy,â says Mum. âThatâs all that matters.â
Via scoffs.
âYou want coffee?â says Siena motioning us into the house.
âYeah!â I say excited about getting a closer look at the mansion I will probably never see again.
Mum looks hopeful, but Via shakes her head. âItâs getting late. Some of us still have husbands to cook for,â she says.
âOf course,â says Siena. âI want you to know, Via, that this is only for a few weeks.â
âYou stay for as long as you need to,â says Mum.
âI donât intend to be a burden. I have plans. I am not going to outstay my welcome. I promise.â
Via shrugs, unconvinced. She pulls out a cigarette, points at the boxes with it. âWhich ones are yours?â
âJust this,â says Siena, and she reaches for a small sports bag.
âThatâs it? â says Via, cigarette jutting out unlit from the corner of her mouth. âThen where is all this stuff going?â
âIâm leaving it here. I donât want any of it.â
âDonât be crazy,â says Mum looking nervously at all the boxes in the entrance hall. âIf itâs yours to take, then take it.â
Siena looks around the room, shakes her head sadly. âThis stuff isnât me anymore. I just want to leave it behind and start again.â
âIsnât you? â says Via. âWhat the hell does that mean?â
âI think she means she doesnât identify with these things anymore,â I say and Via turns on me like an angry hippopotamus.
âDonât give me any of your smart-arsed university talk, understand? Youâre not too old to get a smack in the head.â
âIâm just trying to explain that Siena is saying she needs a fresh start.â
Mum looks confused.
Why is it so difficult for them to grasp a simple concept sometimes? âSiena is saying that she wants to...â
âItâs all right, Mira,â says Siena, putting her hand up to stop me. She turns to her sisters, her face calm and charitable. âThese things belong to Robert now. I donât want to take anything that reminds me of how unhappy I have been.â
âThat is very noble,â says Via flicking ash into the pot plant. âBut stupid. You think itâs going to be that easy to start again?â
âMaybe not. But I need to start over again, the right way. Robert took a lot from me, but I am taking back everything thatâs important to me. My health. My heart. My family.â Her hands grip tighter against the straps of her bag. âIâve missed you,â she says as two fat tears fall mutely down one gaunt cheek. âIâve missed me.â
âSiena,â says Mum, and you can hear the heartbreak in her voice. âWeâve missed you too.â And she pulls Siena into a greedy, floor-shaking hug.
Sienaâs thin arms wrap around my motherâs neck and hertears fall more freely now. Mum begins to cry and cry and thank God and her motherâs soul in heaven for bringing her sister back to her. Via stands off to the side, trying to seem composed and indifferent but I see her wipe something from her eyes. She lights another cigarette and steps into the entrance hall. For a second I think sheâs going to ignore Siena and start picking up some boxes, but instead she walks over to a portrait of