Free A Long Distance Love Affair by Mary-Ellen McLean Page A

you right now.  It’s so hard for me keeping a restraint on this...My heart is just pounding with feeling and I’m so overcome with you. Oh God... I adore you so much.  I’m going to stop now before I lose control...but I have so much I want to say to you....
     
    Chariette
     
     
     

 
     
    Dear Chariot
     
    I very much enjoyed our conversation last night.  I feel more and more relaxed with you the more I have to do with you and this is such a lovely feeling for me and testimony to your lovely nature and ability to create this in me.
     
    I have to try to get you out of my head so I’m writing to you now.  Have completely given up trying to get you out of my body...nothing works so you’re there tormenting me all the time.
     
    Since the pressure has eased off me a bit a work I feel you flooding in to every vacant space of me.  I desperately need to get stuck into some new project now that will occupy me and momentarily take my mind off you, because otherwise the all consuming longing for you that I experience is too much to bear... Oh.... I wish you could:
     
    “Come now, and let me dream it truth.
     
    And part my hair, and kiss my brow,
     
    And say – My dear! Why sufferest thou?”
     
    I hope that you are finding some clarity in your thinking about where you’re heading.  I hope you are pursuing your hopes and dreams with all vigour just now.  I’ve noticed a tinge of regret in your voice about some things you’ve spoken to me about....wishing that you could have spent time in Saudi Arabia, and have stayed longer in America.  Regret is something that can sap you needlessly (I fight against this though I have much to regret in my life...I don’t know how on earth I let myself get into (and stay in) the situation I was in for so long and the awful sense of the wastedness of my life is very powerful in me sometimes).  So if you have unfulfilled needs and ambitions just now I would give you all encouragement to set out on a path to seek their fulfilment. 
     
    I hope you have a very wonderful weekend....... I just think the world of you...
     
    Chariette
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

 
     
    My Heart's Delight
     
    Thankyou for your thoughtful phone call yesterday - it nourished me for the whole day.
     
    You are also my ear's delight.  I am very drawn to the tones of your voice (very drawn to everything about you, but you know that already).  I like the masculine depth of it; I like the modulation of it and I like the way you pronounce your ''i's.  It all makes very pleasurable connections to the appropriate receptors in my brain.  (I love the way you say 'fuck' too, and that makes exciting connections with other parts of me.)  I just find you one totally delightful package.  You are obviously the right spark plug for me.  I just have to fleetingly think of any aspect of you and I become awash with receptiveness for you and with happy feelings.
     
    I am enjoying going to the gym and have had a program worked out for me to increase cardiovascular something or other... Mind you I can think of much more pleasant ways of increasing my heart rate and exercising certain muscles and these largely revolve around you.  I am also interacting with a few torture machines to tone certain parts of me, but I don't think I'll live long enough to accomplish this feat.
     
    Wish you were here now to increase my heart rate (and juiciness...)  Would love to have my complete joy of you tonight.
     
    Happy weekend you beautiful boy you
     
    Chariette
     
     
     

 
     
    Dear Beautiful Wondrous Chariot of my Dreams
     
    I hope you've had a good week.  I have been sending many warm thoughts your way.  I have also been sending many lascivious thoughts your way as well, but to no avail... I have been most desirous of you most of the week.  Can't seem to control myself at all in this regard.  Tell me what to do about this- I need HELP!!
     
    Oh but I just find you so sexy.  I have images of you