told him I donât need or want his help. Then he said he likes the way I look in my gym shorts, but I donât have gym with boys. Itâs like heâs spying on me or something.â
I try to stay calm while she telling me this shit, but itâs hard. If I get mad, I know Novisha gonna stop talking, and she gonna stop telling me when this guy do something else. But his shit gotta stop. âLook, Novisha, you tell me who this guy is, and Iâma take care of it. Then you donât gotta worry âbout him no more.â
She whisper, âYou donât have to protect me, Ty. Iâm in high school now. I can take care of this myself.â
âThen what you need me for? What kinda man Iâma be if I canât take care of my girl?â
She just shake her head. âLet me handle this, Ty. Iâm a big girl.â
Man, that shit just frustrate the hell outta me. What she want from me, to just sit here while she going through all this and not do nothing? âCause if thatâs what she want, I donât know if I can do that. That ainât who I am. Shit, my pops ainât raise me to be no pussy.
I close my eyes for a couple seconds trying not to get mad. I love this girl, but, man, I donât like what she saying to me. She trying to be all grown and shit, but the truth is, she real innocent. How she gonna protect herself from some guy thatâs so bold he calling her house in the middle of the fuckinâ day? To me, thatâs a nigga that donât care.
When I open my eyes, it take me a while to focus âcause that weed is still fucking with my head. Damn, man, how I let Ms. Jenkins talk me into coming up here? And how Iâma act like I ainât high through dinner when I canât hardly see straight?
âAre you okay?â Novisha ask me. I know she can tell Iâm high.
âYeah, Iâm aâight.â
âSo, are we done talking about this?â
I look over at Ms. Jenkins in the kitchen, but she ainât paying us no mind. âWe done with this for now,â I say, âbut I got something I wanna ask you, âcause I donât understand something. Why you tell your moms Iâm getting good grades when we both knowI ainât stepped foot in that school for like a month now? What, you lying now?â
Novisha look like what she isâcold busted. âIâm sorry,â she say. âYou know my mother. If she finds out youâre not going to school, sheâs not gonna let me go out with you anymore. Sheâs gonna think youâre a bad influence on me or something.â
âSo, you go and lie to her?â
She donât say nothing.
âThat ainât cool, Novisha. Iâm talking to your moms on the phone, and she telling me all this crap âbout how proud she is that Iâm doing good in school, and Iâm like, why Novisha gotta lie like that?â Maybe itâs the weed, but all of a sudden Iâm just telling her what I really think âbout what she did. âYou ainât had to say nothing to your moms âbout me, you know. You just making stuff up âcause you donât think Iâm good enough for you the way I am. How you think that make me feel?â
âIâm sorry,â she say again. âI just wanted to be able to see you.â
âWhat you two whispering about in there?â Ms. Jenkins ask from the kitchen. She got her hands on her hips and shit, and she got this suspicious look on her face like we planning a bank robbery or something.
âNothing,â Novisha say.
âYou do all your homework, girl?â
âNot yet.â
âThen let Tyrell watch TV, and get to it. I donât want you up all night.â
âTheyâre probably gonna cancel school tomorrow with all that snow out there.â
âYou donât know that yet. So get to work âtil I finish cooking dinner.â She start to turn âround,
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