true.â
âIâm sorry, James. His mother identified him about an hour ago.â
âOh, God.â Jim felt so shaky that he had to lean against the door. Dennis Pease had been one of his most promising and sensitive students â a boy who had worked painfully hard, not just to overcome his severe reading difficulties, but also the scathing nagging of his alcoholic mother. She had done everything she could to make him feel that he was letting her down by going to college, when he could have been making $8 an hour working in a car wash or packing bags in a supermarket. How could he love his mother if he never gave her money to pay for her vodka?
Dr Friendly said, âIf you want to dismiss your class for the day, James, Iâll quite understand. Of course weâll be holding two minutesâ silence and saying a special memorial prayer at tomorrowâs final assembly.â
Jim shook his head. âNo ⦠this is something my students and I need to talk over together. Iâm not just sending them all home in a state of shock.â
âWell, please yourself. But go easy on the mush, wonât you?â
âGo easy on the mush? The
mush
? A friend and a fellow student has drowned, a young guy not even twenty-one years old, and youâre asking me to go easy on the
mush
?â
Dr Friendly gave an awkward shrug, as if he had accidentally left his coat hanger in his jacket. âItâs just that ⦠well, I know that your methods of teaching tend to be a little on the emotional side.â
âOf course theyâre on the âemotional sideâ,â Jim retorted. âIâm teaching these young people to express their feelings. Iâm teaching them to tell the world what they really think. What do you want me to do? Go back in that room and say, âDennis Pease is dead, guys, get on with your workâ?â
Dr Friendly laid a hand on Jimâs shoulder. His voice tasted like the oil being poured out of a freshly opened sardine can. âDo you know what Iâve always liked about you, James? Your single-mindedness. You donât meet many single-minded people any more. But you ⦠you support that class of dummies like theyâre candidates for Princeton. Donât get me wrong, Iâm not waxing sentimental here, but Iâll kind of miss you when youâre gone. Like waking up one morning and realizing that you donât have a cold any more.â
Jim said, âYouâll excuse me, wonât you? I have some bad news to tell my dummies.â
Dr Friendly nodded and smiled, and said, âOf course. And be sure to tell them that Dr Ehrlichman and I ⦠we both join them in their sense of loss.â
Jim hesitated. In his mind, he formed the most blistering retort he could think of, couched in the kind of street language that he was always telling Washington Freeman III not to use. But then he thought: No. That wonât do you any good; and Dr Friendly will only think that youâre being hostile and out of control; and more than that, itâs an insult to Dennis, who is dead.
âThank you,â he said. âI donât know what theyâre going to carve on Dennisâs headstone; but I know what theyâre going to carve on yours.â
âCome on, James. Letâs be mature.â
âOf course. Youâre right. But itâs a pity that Dennis never got the chance to be mature.â
Dr Friendly frowned at him. He opened his mouth and then he closed it again. He obviously didnât understand what Jim was talking about, and didnât want to understand, either.
âIâll catch you later, in the staff room,â he said, and went squelching off along the highly waxed corridor in his rubber-soled shoes. At the corner, however, he stopped and called back, âGo on, then, tell me. What
will
they carve on my headstone?â
ââGeorge Friendly ⦠Misnomerâ,â