arms cradled her as lovingly as if she were holding her own child. She rocked gently, while Laineyâsmouth puckered around her balled up fist, her tiny thumb hooked within her lips.
âJess,â he whispered, and his heart melted at the sight of her holding his child.
Sheâd been watching him, he realized, as he crossed the room. While his eyes had been adjusting to the dimness, hers had been completely aware, and sheâd apparently known that he was coming. Known that this was his little girl that she held in her arms.
âHey,â she whispered, so softly he had to move closer to hear. Then she shifted and eased herself up out of the rocker. âDo you want me to carry her to your car?â
He almost said yes, just so he could see Jessica holding Lainey a little longer, but then he thought better of her offer and edged closer, close enough to slide his arms under Laineyâs back and shift her to his embrace. âI wonât take you from your class,â he whispered. Then he paused, his fingers brushing against Jessicaâs arms as they moved his sleeping girl.
âYou have her?â she asked, before she slid her arms away, and he nodded.
âJess,â he said, and the emotion of the moment, of the rightness of it, caused words to fail him.
Jessica looked at him, her dark eyes peering into his, then she sighed as her gaze moved to Lainey, still sleeping in his arms. âYouâre right,â she whispered an easy smile lighting up her face. âShe is pretty amazing.â
âYes,â he answered, just as quietly. âShe is.â And he wondered if she realized that he wasnât only talking about the angel in his arms.
Chapter Six
âI wonder whether Chad and Lainey will be at church tonight,â Anna Bowman said, stirring a large pot of bubbling potato soup on the stove as she spoke.
Jessica donned a green oven mitt, removed the cast iron skillet from the oven and poured the sizzling grease into the cornbread batter. âI donât think so,â she said, folding the hot oil into the mixture then pouring it all back into the skillet. âWhen he called me on my way home, he said that he had a ton of papers to grade, and when I mentioned that I was glad my Wednesday class schedule allowed me to go to the night service, he didnât say anything about coming.â She returned the skillet to the oven and waited, knowing there was more on her momâs mind than whether Chad and Lainey would be at church tonight.
Her mother picked up the wooden pepper grinder and gave it several good twists, adding a healthy dose of black pepper to the soup. Then she tasted a spoonful and nodded her approval. âYou know, Jess, Iâve been thinking about Chad and Nathan and everything. That boy looks quite a lot like his father. Heâs got your mouthand nose, but those eyes. Those are undeniably Martin eyes. Donât you think itâd be better to tell him the truth before he sees Nathan and figures it out for himself?â
Jessica had been thinking the same thing all afternoon, particularly after sheâd spent so much time with Lainey. Seeing those baby blue eyes on Chadâs daughter and knowing she must have inherited that feature from her mother made Jess realize how extremely unique Nathanâs eyes are and how itâd be nearly impossible for his father not to notice. But thanks to her conversation with Chad during her drive home, she now knew that she had a couple of chances in the near future to tell him about their son. Even if she didnât know how heâd react to the news.
âChad wants our children to meet and get to know each other, and heâs invited Nathan and me to go to Hydrangea Park Saturday with him and Lainey.â
Her mother stopped stirring and turned the heat down on the stove. Then she wiped her hands on a dish towel and leaned against the kitchen counter. âAnd what are you going to do