months without her in his bed had been like starving in the desert with no food to eat, no water to slake his thirst.
He still wanted this woman more than any other woman in the world and he was damned if he was going to let her go without having her at least one more time. Without working out this hunger that she awoke in him simply by existing, driving him to distraction. He wanted her to the point of madness and somehow, come hell or high waterâand probably hellâhe was going to have her again before he let her walk out of his life.
But that meant somehow he had to persuade her to stay and, knowing Marina, that wasnât going to be easy. If he said push, he knew very well that she would pullâright in the opposite direction.
But he was not going to let her get away from him. Heâd work with opposites if he had to.
âFine. Youâve made your point.â
Marina stared at Pietro in blank confusion as he shrugged his shoulders and turned away from her. Had he really just conceded, even as she was nerving herself and strengthening her spine to face further attacks? It seemed that he had as he turned away, strolledâ strolled! âto the other side of the room.
âHave you read all of these?â
As he spoke he was picking up the sheaf of papers she had flung at him in a fury of rejection, smoothing, straightening, arranging them in the right order. With the documents in his hands, he turned slightly, looking her straight in the eye.
âNo.â
What was this, some sort of test? Was he holding out temptation to her, waiting to see if she wavered, if she hesitated at all? If she thought again about the divorce, or about the settlement she could get from it? A cruel knife seemed to slash across her soul at his apparent conviction that money was what mattered here. That money would be what motivated her, nothing else.
âThere was no point in doing that, was there? Thereâs nothing you could offer me to make me want to stay.â
Pietro had collected up all the papers and returned them to the file, tapping it against the edge of the table in order to make everything neat, tidy, perfect. And that brutal knife twisted in the wound it had inflicted on her as he did so. What was the point in having everything neat and tidy, carefully aligned, when it was recording the death of something that had once been so wonderful? Or at least that she had thought had been so special. Her disillusionment had been bitter when she had realised that Pietro had never felt the same.
When he had learned she was pregnant he hadnât hesitated. No DâInzeo child was going to be born illegitimate, heâd declared and at the time sheâd simply been so grateful that he wasnât furious with her for the mistake sheâd made, that he wasnât going to walk out on her, that she hadnât cared that his proposal hadnât come with ardent declarations of love and happy ever afters. He wanted to marry her and that was enough. The rest would come in time. Orso sheâd told herself. She had enough love for both of them and the baby would bring them even closer together.
She hadnât reckoned on the tragedy that had overtaken her. The way that the wedding flowers had barely had time to fade and wilt before she had woken in the night with terrifying cramps tearing at her body. By the time the next day had dawned, she had lost her baby. Miscarried his precious heir.
âYou can destroy them completely as far as Iâm concerned. Toss them into Mount Etna or throw them out into the sea. Anything. Get rid of them once and for all.â
If only she could do the same with her memories. Wipe from her mind the very different way that Pietro had reacted to the loss of their child.
Where she had been devastated, shattered, lost in mourning, he had been calm, distant, controlled to the point of coldness. And his attitude had driven home to her the way that she had failed.
She