You never did.â
She couldnât argue that point even if she wanted toâher tongue felt four sizes too big for her mouth. Alyssa swallowed and cleared her throat. âItâs not that I donât care about yâallââ there she went again, resorting to the slang she detested ââI just donât care for this backwoods town.â
âYou proved that by running away as soon as you could.â Taraâs eyes, so similar to Alyssaâs own, were nothing more than slits in her smooth, tanned face.
âThatâs not fair. I had to get out, do something, make something of myself.â
âBecause you always thought you were too good for Lagniappe.â
âWeâre all too good for this hick town. Canât you see that?â Alyssaâs voice went up an octave.
âNo, this is my home, Al. Itâs a pity you never understood that.â
âItâs not home. We were all born and raised in New Orleans, Tara. Even you, although you like to pretend you were born in this forsaken bayou. Playing around with Grandmereâs voodoo and such.â Alyssa shook her head. âMomee would be ashamed of you and CoCo. She wanted more for us, all of us. She set out to make something of herself. Something big. Why do you think she never moved here after she and Papa married?â
âFor someone who belongs to an organization that thrives on heritage, you sure want to bury yours.â
Ouch. That hurt. âThe United Daughters of the Confederacy are committed to preserving the heritage of our ancestors who fought for the Confederacy, andââ
Tara held up her hand. âStop. Iâve heard your spiel already. Youâd think with what CoCo uncovered about Grandpereâs heritage, youâd steer clear of all that.â
Of course, the revelation a couple of months ago about her grandfatherâs involvement in the Ku Klux Klan had been a cause of embarrassment to her, but she didnât want to share that with Tara now. âJust because Grandpere belonged to the Klan doesnât mean we should ignore the men who stood up forââ
âYou go play in your white dresses, hats and gloves, and Iâll deal with the spirits. Letâs just leave it at that.â
Alyssa opened her mouth to argue, but Tara had already spun around and stormed from the kitchen. The screen door slamming indicated sheâd left.
That went well. Alyssa had wanted to reach out to her younger sister, show her that sheâd waste away in this horrid place. And the influence of Grandmereâs voodoo ways were corrupting her little sisterâs mind, just as it had CoCoâs. Fortunately, CoCo had come to her senses a few years ago and stopped dabbling in such nonsense. But not Tara. Sheâd taken up experimenting full force.
Alyssa sighed. Sheâd managed to anger Tara, further alienating herself. Why did this family thing have to be so hard? Was she some kind of reject, not even able to bond with her sisters, her own flesh and blood?
She threw Taraâs soda can into the trash and passed a towel over the already clean counter. A glance at the clock told her CoCo would be back from her morning bayou run soon. Should she start something for breakfast? Alyssa hadnât ever been the cook in the family. CoCo, now that girl could cook. Tara wasnât so bad, either, but Alyssa was a misfit in the kitchen.
Bam! Bam! Bam!
Alyssa started, then marched into the hallway where she could see the front door. Tara had only closed the screen, leaving her a view of the veranda and its occupant.
Jackson Devereaux stood in the frame, filling the space. Did he have to look so devastatingly handsome this early in the morning?
He smiled as he spied her. âHi. Can I talk to you for a minute?â
Rats. Too late to pretend she hadnât heard him. She crossed her arms over her chest. âI donât have anything to say to