so very busy.â
âYes, Mama.â
Time to move along, quickly, Ramsey thought, and said, âSo you gave the cops all of two days then you struck out on your own?â
âYes. There was nothing I could do at home except go quietly nuts.â
He wanted to tell her that if the kidnappers called, theyâd have wanted to speak to her. Then he realized that any female police officer could do that duty. He didnât say anything. Emma was all ears.
âIâve been traveling from Aspen to Vail to Keystone and all the places in-between. Dillinger was my final try.â
âYou lucked out. As I said, if she hadnât needed clothes, I wouldnât have taken her to Dillinger. Iâd been here at the cabin for nearly two weeks before I found Emma.â
âWhy were you here of all places?â
He shrugged, looking down at his coffee. âIt got to be just too much,â he said at last. âJust too much. The tabloids just wouldnât let up. The paparazzi were leaping out from behind my bushes to catch me unawares.â
âThey call you Judge Dredd.â
âItâs ridiculous, all of it.â He started to curse, realized that Emma was staring up at him, and took a deep breath. âI took three months off and got away from everythingâpeople, phones, TVs, everything. Then I found Emma.â He leaned over and cupped Emmaâs chin in his palm. There was color in her cheeks. She looked little-kid beautiful, and healthy. âWhy donât you go wash up and put on your jeans and a real bright shirt. Your mom and I will talk and decide what we should do.â
She looked worried. âMama, you wonât try to shoot Ramsey again, will you?â
âI never drink a manâs coffee then hurt him, honey. Itâs not done.â
âMama, you made a joke.â Emma beamed at her.
âYes, a good joke,â Ramsey said. âGo, Emma.â
He sat back in his chair and looked at the woman across from him. âEmma drew several pictures of you. In all ofthem you were smiling really big.â But now she wasnât smiling. She was pale and thin and had the reddest hair heâd ever seen, all curly, just like Emmaâs drawings. Her eyes were a sort of green-grayish color, a bit tilted at the corners, sort of exotic. She didnât have any freckles, and she didnât look a thing like Emma.
âIâve been calling her âsweetheart.â I like Emma. It suits her.â
âIt was my grandmotherâs name.â
She sat forward, intent, then suddenly jumped to her feet and began pacing the small kitchen, hyper now from the coffee, alert, and ready for answers. âHow did you find Emma?â
âIt was exactly eight days ago. I was out chopping logs when I heard this strange sound, you know, a sound I shouldnât have heard here. I tracked it down and found her unconscious in the woods. I spotted her only because she was wearing a bright yellow T-shirt. I brought her back here and took care of her. She didnât speak until she yelled at you.â
He saw the question in her eyes and slowly nodded. âYes, sheâd been beaten and sexually assaulted. There wasnât any sodomy that I could tell, but then again, Iâm not a doctor. Sheâs much better now, even though last night she had a nightmare.â He stopped and shook his head. âIt took her a good four days to trust me. Sheâs a great kid.â
Tears were running out of her eyes and down her cheeks, dripping off her lips. She sniffled. He handed her a napkin and she blew her nose and wiped her eyes.
âSheâs only six years old. She was kidnapped by a child molester and it was all my fault. If onlyââ
âStop it, just stop it. Iâve known you for an hour and I know you didnât leave her unattended, wouldnât do anything to jeopardize her. Now, I donât want to hear any more of that
A. J. Downey, Jeffrey Cook