what you get when you fail your mission. Harsh.
The shower stopped. I heard Kalvinâs voice in the bathroomâsinging. I couldnât make out the song. I was in his room, his apartment. I remembered him pulling me along, totally out of it.
His room was just like any young guyâs. Posters of LeBron, rappers and MMA fighters, and of course, swimsuit models. The guys on his wall were all black, the girls all white. Underneath those, there were some framed pictures on his shelfâhim and Teacher Man outside a boxing ring. K had a medal around his neck. There was a middle-school graduation picture of him next to it, where he was all dressed up and beamingâthe kid next door. And then there was one ripped in half and pinned to the wall. He looked about twelve. He was standing on that roof, with a white manâs arm around his neck, the manâs face torn out.
I heard a commotion outside and I peeked out the window again. Tyreese was lying on the ground, the other two hovering over him. C-Jay kneeled and propped him up. He was woozy, bleeding from the nose. The guys were cheering him on and slowly, he got up onto his knees. Finally, he stood and shook it off. The crew rushed in, patting him on the back and headâheâd survived.
âHe has work to do, but heâs got spirit,â said Kalvin.
He was standing right behind me. I could feel the heat from the shower coming off his body. âYou alright?â he asked.
I nodded, a bit woozy.
He was naked except for the towel around his waist. âLet me look at you.â
He turned me around to face him. I had to rest my hand on his shoulder to steady myself, but it stung like hell and I pulled it back. It looked swollen.
He held my hand gently, looking at both sides like he was a doctor. When he touched my knuckles, I flinched. He pulled on each finger, one by one. That didnât hurt so bad.
Turning my hand over, he pressed on the top of my palm.
âI donât know what happened back there,â I said.
He smiled. âWhat happened was you finished the job when little Ty couldnât.â
K curled my hand into a fist. I winced from the pain. âI had to do something. The guy was gonna smash him with his metal detector.â
âAll I know is you finished that dude off.â He soothed my hand by blowing on it.
âSomeone had to,â I said. But now I was worried. âWhat if . . . he goes to the police?â
âOh, heâs definitely going to the police,â said Kalvin. âThing is, when you get knocked out, you donât remember a thing. Last thing he probably remembers is looking for some old coins or something.â
âOr some strange girl with red hair coming up to him trying to bum a cigarette.â
He shrugged. âHey, no oneâs IDâd us yet. I donât think itâll start with you. Can you imagine him saying he was knocked out by some girl ?â
That still didnât make me feel any better. âDo you think he went to the hospital?â
âWhat do you care what happens to him? You donât know him. He could be a child abuser for all you know.â
âOr he couldâve been a war veteran or something . . .â
Kalvin made a dour face. âJust stop talking. Youâre still probably in shock. Come here.â He led me to his bed and sat me down. âDonât worry so much about it.â He shuffled through his nightstand until he found a prescription bottle of something. âPercodan,â he said. âTake this; itâll help.â He handed me two pills and a bottle of water. I did what he said.
He had an ice pack in a mini fridge by his bed and put it on my hand. âBruised, but not broken. Itâll hurt for a while. But youâll get used to it.â
âI hope not,â I said.
We sat there awkwardly on his bed. Iâd never been on a halfnaked guyâs bed before. I didnât know what to do