not received a letter of resignation yet from DâOrsi.
                 The World Bank, the largest international aid provider . . .
Vincenzo folded the paper back up, pulled out his mobile phone, and called Vikki, his assistant. She wasnât there, of course. It was far too early. He left a message: âVikki, Iâm not going to be in. You probably know why. Or, if you donât knowââhe stopped, beginning, for the first time, to feel the true weight of this shiftââyou can take a look at todayâs Post . Iââ He drew a breath, looked up from the newspaper and saw a neighborâs house, grand and symmetrical, well tended to. Every year, they pressure-washed their driveway. They had a tremendous lawn. The lights were on and he could see a child in a puffy black coat casting his head back, exasperated by something someone else in the house was doing or saying. âI just wantedâI donât know if Iâm going to be back,â he continued, âbut I wanted to say that I really enjoyed working with you and if I can be of any help in the future . . . wellââat which point he started to choke up, his eyes stung. He tucked the paper under his arm. âI justâum, well . . . just give me a call, if you want.â
He hung up and drew a sharp breath, the icy air scorching his lungs. He wiped away his tears with his sleeve, sniffled, then stuffed his hands in his pockets and headed home.
Reading the article was one of the more surreal experiences of his life. To begin with, the tidiness of the narrative that Walter had arranged was bizarre beyond measure, especially when contrasted against the altogether more complicated and confusing reality of what had happened. Equally surreal, on a separate level, was how strange it was that Vincenzoâs complaining to a friend on the phone about his job had become a prominent story in a major newspaper. Of course, it wasnât about himânot at all.
His ego was set straight once and for all when he read the comments in the online version, in which people didnât seem remotely aware of his particulars.
There were fifteen comments so far. He read the first few:
           RRFavallin:
           oh man now what if the rest of them would do it too
           Tina_The_Irish_1122:
           I for one think that its about time everyone sees the World bank is a big waste of tax dollars. No more! Especially when we cant afford things we need at home! Are we going to keep the worldâs âpan handlersâ living the good life while our own middle class is starves. Why do we have to pay for these other countrys lives? This is F-ing stupid!!!
           SrMixALotsaDrinks:
           Amen, RRFavallin, one at a time, like lemmings.
           MuchaMadHatter:
           All I know is that all you grumpy fistdowners should just leave well enough alone about this. I love the cojones on this chap. Face it, dude is the badassest mother f*cker on his country-clubâs golf course for the next year. All I gotta say is âJeeves, hurry along and get that man another gin and tonic.â
He closed the browser.
Standing in the kitchen and feeling wholly enveloped by what heâd done in the worst way imaginableâor, in ways worse than he could have imaginedâhe blushed at the sickeningly public nature of it. He tried to steer his mind into benign territoryâpondering, to start with, the things he could do with his extra time. There were tasks, so many tasks! He glanced back at the computer, half tempted by, but too panic-stricken to face, the other comments. Noâbetter
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