flirt.â
His grin didnât deny the charge. âIâm just friendly.â
Boy, are you ever, Natalie wanted to say.
âBesides, sheâs old enough to be my mother.â
âIâm guessing here, but something tells me age is generally not a deterrent to you. Or to the women in question.â
âWell, in general, you would be right.â He glanced at the waitress who was surreptitiously straightening her apron over her matronly girth. Jake nodded when she looked his way, sending a blush clear up to her teased-tight bun. He looked back to Natalie. âItâs not about age, itâs about attitude.â
Natalie sipped her tea and thought about that. âI suppose youâre right.â She was attracted to goodlooksâwho wouldnât be?âbut sheâd dated her fair share of average-looking men. Attitude did have a lot to do with attraction.
âWheels are turning up there.â
She laughed and put her mug down. âYou make me think about things in ways I generally donât.â See, they could talk and it didnât have to be about sex.
âIf I recall, we both discovered some new things about ourselves the last time we saw each other.â
Okay. So it was about sex. She was saved from responding by the arrival of their food.
âMy God, Jake, how much did you order?â
The server, a young man this time, was steadily setting out bowls of various things. There was brown sugar, confectionerâs sugar, raisins, dates, various nuts, fresh strawberries, shredded coconut, granola, blueberries, chocolate chips andâ¦she lost track at that point. Their waitress followed with two flat bowls full of steaming, thick, creamy porridge.
âEnjoy,â she said.
Natalie had to admit, it looked wonderful. âThank you, Iâm sure we will.â Of course, the waitress wasnât looking at Natalie, but she nodded and sent an absent smile her way as she took one last longing look at Jake.
When they were alone, Natalie looked at the bounty before her and said, âI donât even know where to begin.â
âI know. Amazing, isnât it.â
âYou know, if our family cook had known such a presentation could be made out of oatmeal, we might have served it, after all.â She quickly clamped her mouthshut, but Jake merely smiled at her and began sorting through dishes with the spoon provided in each one.
That made her pause. He didnât push her about her private life. Maybe he had no interest in it. Maybe he was only interested in her for one thing. She should be insulted. But she wasnât. She was relieved. Hadnât he said that if they were to continue doingâ¦what theyâd done before, that there would be no outside world intrusions? When they were together it would just be about them exploring each other, and themselvesâ¦and nothing else?
She was finding herself entranced with the very idea that she actually could do that. Actually take time away from everything and do this just for herself. No denying it was exciting, enticing even. But could they really sustain it?
She watched him pop a plump blueberry in his mouth and sigh as he ate it. Yeah, she thought, I might be able to watch him eat for, oh, another ten or twenty years at least.
Of course, heâd said nothing about his proposition. Maybe heâd changed his mind.
âHereââ
Her attention was jerked away from the bowl sheâd been mindlessly stirring, her thoughts stirring right along with it. When she looked up, she found him offering her a strawberry.
She went to take it with her fingers, but he shook his head. âWait.â He rubbed it on his own lips, then dipped it in the confectionerâs sugar. âNow taste it.â
He held it closer, intending her to take it from his fingers right into her mouth. In the middle of a restaurant.Anyone watching this little interaction would assume they were not having a