ass.
âThese children are fifteen years old,â Coach Emery says as he leaves. âRemember that.â
Dr. Richmondâs glance passes over the coach like heâs a servant without a tray, and lands on me like Iâm shit on his shoes. âI guess itâs just you left.â
Dallas looms in front of his father. âWeâre not going anywhere with you. Donât make social plans for me. I am not your little boy.â
Dr. Richmond steps back, cocks his head, tries to focus his sight. Blink, blink. âCome home with your brother and weâll order pizza.â
Dallas moves into his fatherâs face again, looks down into his watery eyes. âDonât ever walk onto that field while Iâm playing.â
Dr. Richmond looks from Dallas to me and back. âWhat were you two doing in the school for so long?â
Dallas bristles. âDonât talk to my friends. Donât talk to my team. Donât talk to me. Donât even come to my games. I donât want you here.â
âIâm helping you out!â Dr. Richmond shouts. âIf I ever saw a kid who needed help, itâs you. I canât wait till you get the goddamned support treatment because you need it bad.â
âI donât need any help from you,â Dallas says. âI hate you. I hate everything about you. Youâre a reeking drunk.â He walks away, toward the road.
âIâll give you and your buddy a ride!â Dr. Richmond shouts.
âJust fuck off!â Dallas shouts back.
Itâs amazing the kind of lip a kid can get away with when his father doesnât have the sperm to make another one.
Xavier is camped in my living room, watching an ancient movie on the big screen while his sister helps Ally with homework at the kitchen table. Celesteâs blond hair cascades over a flowery pink shirt that hugs her breasts.
Dallas poses in the archway flexing his biceps, like she might otherwise overlook someone his height.
âMomâs not home yet?â I ask.
âShe got an extra shift,â Celeste says. âThereâs some kind of outbreak killing the old people, something to do with mice. She should be home by eight.â
I kiss Allyâs head. âWe won our game. Did you eat?â
She nods and whispers, âThe burger made me sick.â
âYou want to go lie down?â
She smiles and flees from the table, leaving her homework unfinished on the kitchen screen. I dissolve it before I open the fridge.
âStop! Iâll order in,â Dallas shouts, whipping out his RIG. âWill you stay for chili and chips, Celeste?â
âThatâs sweet of you, Dennis, but I ate with Ally.â
I laugh. âDallas. His name is Dallas.â
She shrugs like itâs irrelevant to her life. âCome on, Xavier. Time to go.â
Xavier doesnât move.
âWhat are you watching?â I ask him.
â Body Snatchers .â
âLooks demented.â
Celeste streams the movie through her RIG and lures Xavier to the door with it.
His face is split by a fake scar that rips from his left eyebrow across his nose and cheek down to his jawbone. âItâs about space creatures that make themselves into clones of every human on the planet,â he says. âThey kill all the people and take their place in society.â
âWhy not just set up their own society?â Dallas asks.
âWhy bother cloning us?â
Xavier rubs his scar off absentmindedly as he processes the question.
Celeste takes his hand. âItâs a metaphor,â she says.
Xavier smiles. âYes. Exactly. Itâs a metaphor.â
âFor what?â Dallas asks.
âFor what makes us human.â
âOf course,â Dallas says. He turns to me and shrugs.
When Celeste is gone, and we donât have to pretend to a level of maturity weâll never attain in our lives, Dallas and I settle comfortably into chili and