put her compact car into Park outside her town house, set the brake and gripped the steering wheel. She was home an hour early, and it felt surreal. The sun was too high in the sky and kids were still playing in the park across the street, whooping it up on the slide and the jungle gym.
Fired. Sheâd been fired from Tucker Transportation. She had no job. She had no paycheck. Her savings might take her through the next month, but she had mortgage payments, utility payments, phone bills and food bills.
She cursed the new shoes on her feet. Sheâd worn them for the first time today and she couldnât take them back. Then again, they were gorgeous and theyâd been on sale. And, really, how much would a refund help? It would barely fill up her gas tank.
She couldnât waste time worrying about might-have-beens. She had to get it together. She had to start job hunting right away.
The front door opened and Jade stood there, looking out, her rounded belly pressing against an oversize plaid shirt. Amber was reminded that she also had Jade and the baby to worry about. Not that it changed her plans.
Sheâd update her résumé tonight and get out job hunting first thing tomorrow. It would have been nice to have Dixon as a reference. She sure couldnât use Tuck.
She turned off the engine, trying unsuccessfully to banish his image from her mind. Heâd been angry. That much was certainly clear. But heâd looked hurt, too, seeming disappointed that her loyalty was to Dixon. She wished she could have given Tuck what he wanted, but she couldnât serve them both.
She stepped out of the car and waved to Jade as she walked up the stepping-stones. The sage and asters were barely hanging on. The other blooms had faded away, and only the leaves remained. October was not exactly a cheerful month.
As she approached the door, she pasted a smile on her face. âHow are you feeling?â
âHuge.â
Amber widened her smile at the joke.
âI made an appointment at the community clinic,â said Jade, as she stepped back from the doorway.
âThatâs good.â Amber had been insistent that Jade get proper medical care. âWhen is the appointment?â
âI told them my due date and they got me in tomorrow.â
Amber glanced at Jadeâs stomach. âI guess they know thereâs no time to waste.â
âBeing pregnant is not an illness.â
âBut you want a healthy baby.â
âOof.â Jadeâs hand went to her stomach. âThis oneâs healthy, all right. Itâs got a kick like a soccer player.â
âI can drive you to the appointment,â said Amber. Sheâd be happier if she heard firsthand what the doctor had to say.
âI can take the bus.â
Amber dumped her purse and headed for the living room. âItâs no trouble. I can afford to take a little time off.â
âAre you sure?â
âPositive.â
Amber would be taking more than just a little time off. But she didnât see any need to say so immediately. Hopefully, sheâd have a new job lined up before she had to share the news about losing this one.
âAre you hungry?â she asked Jade.
âI made macaroni casserole.â
Amber couldnât hide her surprise. âYou cooked?â
Not that macaroni casserole was exactly gourmet, but Jade had never been handy in the kitchen, nor particularly self-motivated when it came to household chores.
Jade grinned proudly as they walked to the kitchen. âItâs all ready to pop into the oven.â
âThat sounds delicious. Thanks.â
Jade turned on the oven while Amber set out plates and cutlery and let her optimism build. She had five solid years of work at Tucker Transportation. Sheâd built up her administrative skill set, and surely that would be transferable to any number of companies. Maybe she could gloss over her reasons for leaving. She might even