could expect to hit the turf on about eight percent of his ridesâthat is, more than seventy falls in a nine-hundred-race season. So, on average, once or twice a week, every week, Dave would have crashed to the ground at thirty miles per hour, alongside half a ton of leg-flailing horseflesh, and with untold other horses behind him trying to jump onto the space he occupied on the grass.
Bruises, like those Iâd seen on his body on the morning of the Hennessy, must have been a constant companion.
Was it any wonder that heâd asked the trainers for more money? Iâd have needed a signed blank check and a full suit of armor, not a pair of diaphanous nylon breeches and some wafer-thin featherweight riding boots.
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I WENT OUT for lunch at the Old Red Lion pub right next door to the BHA offices and found Paul Maldini propping up the bar.
âNot like you to be drinking at lunchtime,â I said to him.
âIâm not,â he said. He lifted his glass. âDiet Coke.â
âWant another?â I asked.
âThanks.â
I ordered the Diet Coke for him and a lime, lemon and bitters for myself.
âWe should have had Dave Swinton in for lunch today,â he said.
âI know.â
âI couldnât stand being in there.â He nodded toward the building next door. âI needed to get out.â I was surprised that he appeared visibly upset. âIt was my idea, you know.â
âWhat was?â I asked.
âThe Racing Needs You! campaign and getting Dave Swinton to be on the posters. Iâd invested a lot of time and effort in getting him to agree to be here today.â
I knew that Paul had been on the campaign committee, but I had had no idea heâd been the main driver behind it. Would it have been better or worse if Iâd told him about Daveâs admission that heâd not won a race on purpose? I now wished I
had
told him, as he would find out eventually, at the inquest if not before, and that might be embarrassing.
However, I decided that right now was perhaps not the best time.
âIâm sorry,â I said inadequately.
âYeah, well, these things are sent to try us.â He forced a laugh. âAnd what are we going to do now with the ten thousand glossy brochures weâve just had printed, all of them with Dave Swintonâs face on the cover and a letter from him inside?â
âWho are they for?â
âRace sponsors. They were due to go out next week to thank them for past support and to persuade them to continue their sponsorship.â
âSend them anyway,â I said. âWith a covering letter saying that racing needs them more than ever now.â
He sighed. âI donât know. Some might think it rather crass.â
He sighed again.
âIt sounds to me like you need something stronger than Diet Coke.â
âYou might be right, but Iâd better not. Iâve got to go and face the rest of the committee.â He didnât sound very happy.
âItâs not your fault Dave Swinton isnât here, so donât blame yourself.â
âIt was
me
who insisted we use him for the campaign.â
âAnd a damn good decision that was too,â I said. âInspired. You werenât to know heâd go and kill himself.â
Did I now believe that he
had
killed himself?
âMaybe not,â said Paul, âbut I still feel responsible. And he was bloody expensive.â
I didnât doubt it. I wondered if heâd asked to be paid in cash.
âIâm sure that the rest of the committee will agree that it was money well spent.â
âNot all of them will. A couple of members were against the idea from the start, and Iâm not particularly looking forward to listening to them crowing
I told you so
.â
âIgnore them,â I said.
Paul downed the rest of his Diet Coke. âIâd better be getting back. Thanks for the drink. And the