would have accounted for his near-immediate obsession with Paige. When he had lain awake in bed last night, he wondered if the attraction could be based on pityâthe boy who had grown up with everything thinking he could light up the life of the girl who had notâbut Nicholas had met women of less pedigreed backgrounds before, and none of them had ever affected him so strongly he forgot how to use his voice, how to breathe involuntarily. Those women, the ones Nicholas could win over with a bottle of house Chianti and a disarming smile, usually graced his bed for a week before he felt like moving on. He could have done that with Paige; he knew he could have if heâd wanted to. But whenever he looked at her, he wanted to stand beside her, to shield her from the world with the simple, strong heat of his body. She was so much more fragile than she let on.
Paige was sprawled in what was now his living room, thanks to her, reading Grayâs Anatomy as if it were a murder mystery. âI donât know how you memorize all this stuff, Nicholas,â she said. âI couldnât even do the bones.â She looked up at him. âI tried, you know. I thought if I remembered them all without peeking, Iâd impress you.â
âYou already impress me,â he said. âI donât care about the bones.â
Paige shrugged. âIâm not impressive,â she said.
Nicholas, lying on the couch, rolled onto his side to look at her. âAre you kidding?â he said. âYou left home and got yourself a job and survived in a city you knew nothing about. Christ, I couldnât have done that at eighteen.â He paused. âI donât know if I could do that now.â
âYouâve never had to,â Paige said quietly.
Nicholas opened his mouth to speak but didnât say anything. He never had to. But he had wanted to.
Both of Nicholasâs parents had, in some way, changed their circumstances. Astrid, who could trace her lineage to Plymouth Rock, had tried to downplay her Boston Brahmin ties. âI donât see all the fuss about the Mayflower,â she had said. âFor Godâs sake, the Puritans were outcasts before they got here.â She grew up surrounded by wealth that was so old it had always just been there. Her objections were not to a life of privilege, really, only to the restrictions that came with it. She had no intention of becoming the kind of wife who blended into the walls of a house that defined her, and so, on the day she graduated from Vassar, she flew to Rome without telling a soul. She got drunk and danced at midnight in Trevi fountain, and she slept with as many different dark-haired men as she could until her Visa ran out. Months later, when she was introduced to Robert Prescott at a tailgate party, she almost dismissed him as one of those rich, have-it-all boys with whom her parents were forever throwing her together. But when their eyes met over a cup of spiked cider, she realized that Robert wasnât what he appeared to be. He seethed below the surface with that hell-or-high-water pledge to escape that Astrid recognized running through her own blood. Here was her mirror imageâsomeone trying to get in as badly as she was trying to get out.
Robert Prescott had been born without a dime and, apparently, without a father. He had sold magazines door to door to pay his way through Harvard. Now, thirty years later, he had honed his image to a point where he had such financial holdings no one dared remember if it was old money or new. He loved his acquired status; he liked the combination of his own glossy, crystalline tastes butted up against Astridâs cluttered seventh-generation antiques. Robert understood the part wellâacting stuffy and bored at dinner parties, cultivating a taste for port, obliterating the facts of his life that could incriminate. Nicholas knew that even if his father couldnât convince himself