table.
âCheryl used to date a guy named Rob, pretty serious, but he didnât have anything to do with this.â
I nodded without agreeing or disagreeing.
âRob and Cheryl dated a long time. Rob was an ATF intern two years before Cheryl.â Ray stacked his coffee mug on his plate. âHeâs a good guy. Sometimes heâd play pickup games when he was over, you know, at the apartment. Most of the time, though, when we played it was me, Van, and Cheryl, and a bunch of other people whoâd hang out once in a while at Woodland Park. You know whereââ
âYeah, right down the road. Cheryl pretty athletic? She good at sports?â
Van scratched the back of his head and laughed. â Hell no, Cheryl sucked at basketball. Itâs funny, because see, the first time she came out and wanted to shoot baskets I was blown away. I figured, a girl walks up to a couple of guys at the same apartment complex, sheâs going to be pretty good before she puts herself on the line.â
Ray was smiling. âCheryl was from a small townââ
âDanville,â Van said.
âYeah, Danville. And she was used to having a neighborhood gang. She watched us off and on for a while after she moved in, and she decided we were going to be her new gang.â
âSheâs even worse at softball. Oh man, does she stink. But she doesnât care, you know, she falls on her ass, she just laughs it off. Sheâs kind of a guyâs girl. Not a jock or anything like that, but a chick you can hang out with and be easy. And it was cool because then other girls start coming out to play, âcause Cheryl is there, so itâs like girls are welcome, and next thing you know weâre all showing up regularly and we got a group.â
I took a sip of my mocha espresso. It was cold, but because it was full of chocolate, still worth drinking. âWhat do you guys think happened? You got any idea?â
Van went still and tense. Then he shrugged, stretched, and yawned. âPerson you ought to ask about that is Robbie.â
âWhy donât you shut up and butt out?â Ray said.
âLook, Ray, Iâm not saying Robbie did anything. Heâs a pretty straight-up guy and Cheryl was crazy about him.â Van looked at me. âShe really was. Theyâd been living together for two years, and he broke up with her because he didnât want any attachments. Thatâs why she moved into the apartment. Theyâd make upâbreak up. Cheryl was always getting upset, you know, because he didnât spend enough time with her, and stuff. And Robbie, he wants to work for the Feds, and he figures heâll be moving a lot, and I think for a while there he was just figuring himself as the loner with no ties.â
âHe was stupid,â Ray said. âAnd when he figured it out and wanted to get back with Cheryl that last time, she didnât want him back.â
âNah, she was having too much fun. Lots of guys asking her out. She was pretty attractive.â
âEither of you guys ask her out?â
âNaw, Iâm taken,â Van said. âAnd Raymond here is gay.â
âI am not. Youâre an ass, you know that?â
âI ought to, you tell me often enough. Heâs not gay. Not that thereâs anything wrong with that.â
Ray leaned forward. âCheryl and I were just friends. Any time one would be out of a relationship, the other one of us would be in one. It got to where we were sort of break-up buddies. Weâd hang out and listen to all the whining and trash the ex, go to movies and all of that.â
âWhy do you think I need to talk to Rob?â I asked.
âYou remember you said something about Cheryl having something on her mind? Thereâs something to that,â Van said. âShe was acting kind of upset, but kind of excited. She stopped dating, and started working just all the time, and she asked us if