blue eyes filled with sympathy. âI know you really wanted that.â
âI did, but when you get a D in Navigation and then almost hurl during a mock dogfight, thatâs the end of that,â I say. Doug Anderson sat next to me in Navigation, but Doug is not the reason I got the D.
âWhat are you going to do now?â Laurie asks.
âBesides avoid Navigation? Iâll think of something,â I say.
âThereâs always men. You could find a nice guy to distract you,â Karen says.
âRight. Just what I need,â I say.
âHey,â Ellen says. âYouâve got that look. Who is it? You like somebody. Spill.â
âYou do! You do have that look,â Karen says. âTell us everything. We want every single detail.â
âFeel free to leave out a few details,â Laurie says, grabbing for her cigarettes.
âThereâs nothing to tell,â I say.
âIgnore Laurie. Tell us,â Ellen says. âAnd make it good.â
âBut no pressure or anything,â Karen says with a chuckle.
âYou might as well. Theyâll hound you to the gates of hell until you do,â Laurie says.
âAre you calling me a hellhound?â Ellen says. âBecause if you are, I can live with that.â
âCome on,â Karen says. âWeâre all ears.â
âAnd no mouths, if I tell you,â I say, feeling just a little bit better about the flight program flail just by thinking about Doug Anderson.
âGot it,â Ellen says. âNot a word to anyone.â
âWell, there is this guy that I kind of like,â I say. âHeâs in ROTC, the flight program, and heâs completely amazing.â
âWhatâs he look like?â Karen asks.
âHeâs blond and blue-eyed and a total hunk,â I say. âNot that Iâm biased or anything.â
âSo whatâs the holdup?â Ellen says. âGo get him.â
The waitress brings our food over; Karen gets the patty melt, oozing with grease and cheese, Ellen gets the French dip with fries, Laurie gets a hamburger, and I get a Cobb salad.
âWay to make me feel like a heifer,â Ellen says. âI shouldnât eat this, but what the hell. I was good all summer. I lost six pounds!â
âYou look fantastic,â Karen says.
Ellenâs hair is gleaming gold, her eyes shockingly blue, and her skin is deeply tanned, her freckles almost hidden by browned skin.
âWe could stop to discuss your weight, but Iâd rather hear about Dianeâs guy,â Laurie says.
âHeâs not my guy. He will never be my guy,â I say.
âWhy not?â Karen says.
âBecause heâs in ROTC and Dad gave me firm instructions not to shit where I eatâand thatâs a quote,â I say.
Laurie puts down her burger. âThanks for the info. They do say timing is everything.â
âBut heâs in the flight program, right? And youâre not,â Karen says. âThat makes it all right. Iâd say heâs fair game. Whatâs his name, by the way?â
âDoug Anderson, and he is not fair game. Heâs in the navy. Iâm in the navy.â
âIf you say
shit
or
eat
again in the same sentence, Iâm going to throw this at you,â Laurie says, pointing to her hamburger.
âDoes he like you?â Ellen asks, dipping her sandwich into the cup of beef juice.
âI donât know. I think so. Maybe.â
âI say go for it,â Ellen says. âWhat have you got to lose?â
âHow much of a hunk is he?â Karen asks.
âIâve never seen anything like it in my life,â I say. âAnd heâs nice, too.â
âGo for it,â Karen says.
I look at Laurie and say, âSave your breath. This is not up for a vote. I canât go out with him. Besides, he hasnât asked me.â
âHe will,â Karen says. âAnd when he does,