wonât be necessary.â She didnât want to rely on anyone, especially Josh, for anything.
He gave her a pointed look. âYes, it is.â
Annoyance arced though her. Their promise to Mom G. didnât include his services as chauffeur.
He set his jaw and grated out a warning, âRachel.â
From across the room, Rod called out Joshâs name.
Rachel turned her attention to Griff. âSo whoâs your favorite baseball team?â
âThe Mariners.â
âSeattle fan, huh?â She nodded sagely. âIâm a Cubs fan myself.â
âTheyâre in Chicago.â
Rachel laughed softly. âThatâs right, they are.â
Josh placed a hand on Griffâs shoulder. âCome on, Griff. Letâs give Rachel some space. Letâs go find Grandpa.â
Griff gestured with his thumb. âHeâs over there.â
âI know heâs over there, son. I need you to come with me. Weâll come back and take Rachel home when sheâs ready.â
Rachel ground her teeth, but didnât say anything. She wouldnât argue with Josh in front of his son.
âAw, Dad. I wanna stay here and talk to her.â
âHe can hang with me.â Rachel blinked up at Josh, half expecting him to say no way.
âOkay. Then weâll take you home,â he said firmly.
Their promise didnât give him a license to try to control her, but she didnât have the energy to point that out to him. âFine.â
Josh nodded and moved away, sapping the air of its heat and leaving her chilled.
âI have a baseball card collection.â
Rachel turned her attention back to Griff. âYou do?â An unfamiliar yearning crowded her senses. She supposed she was drawn to him because this boy was so like his father.
âIt used to be Dadâs, but he gave it to me. Now I collect them.â
âHow old are you, Griff?â
âIâm eight.â
Rachel absorbed that information with a bit of shock. Josh and Andrea had waited before having a child. Sheâd expected them to start a family right away because that was what heâd wanted. âYou look like your dad.â
Griff grinned. âEverybody says that.â
âI see your mother in you, too.â His hair was more the color of Andreaâs and the shape of his nose favored her, as well.
âYou knew my mom?â
Rachel smiled compassionately. âWe all went to high school together.â
âWhat was she like?â
She blinked. âDonât you remember her?â
He shook his head. âShe died in a car accident when I was a baby.â
This news carried the weight of a punch to the solar plexus. Andrea had died nearly eight years ago. Rachel had assumed because Josh was still grieving that sheâd died fairly recently.
Griff had grown up without a mother. Josh had raised his son from infancy all by himself. She had no doubts that Rod helped, but that Josh took on the responsibility made her admire him in a way she hadnât before. And made her ache for both Josh and his son. Ached for what theyâd lost.
âWhy are you crying?â
Rachel wiped at the tear coursing down her cheek and gave a shaky laugh. âIâ¦donât know.â
âAre you sad because Mrs. G. died?â
She nodded, surprised and relieved he understood that Mom G. was gone. Sheâd underestimated the child.
âSheâs in a better place now, where thereâs no pain.â
âDid your daddy tell you that?â
âYes. Mrs. G.âs in heaven with my mom.â
Rachel hurt for this little boy, for what heâd miss. She hurt for herself, for the hole Mom G. left in her life. She hurt for Josh.
In an unfamiliar moment of need, Rachel hugged the boy. He smelled clean, like sunshine and fresh air. And when his little arms wrapped around her neck, she couldnât stop the sob that broke free.
âShh, its okay,â Griff