Her pink shirtwaist dress was crisp with starch. It might have been any summer day on a screened-in porch, bright with white wicker and navy cushions, except for the misery in her eyes and the young man in a wheelchair, a pale green spread draped to hide his missing legs.
Gretchenâs stomach ached. She didnât know whether the ache came from the tart lemonade or from the pain and heartbreak and courage at the Forrester house. Or from the nagging worry that sheâd promised to find out the truth about Faye Tatum and she didnât know where to start. âNo, maâam. Thank you. Do you know when you will be able to go to school, Billy?â
His hair, cut short, was a golden brown too and his freckled face thin. Too thin. His short-sleeve cotton shirt was too big for him. âThey havenât told me when theyâre going to operate again.â He frowned. âThereâs this place that doesnât heal. Once I get past that, I know exactly what I want to do. Iâve got it all planned.â His voice lifted with eagerness. âThey say itâs a sure thing that the presidentâs going to sign that bill for veterans to go to college. Iâm going to go to A&M and be a vet.â
Gretchenâs uncle Sylvester was a veterinarian and he was always being called out in the middle of the night when a cow was having trouble delivering a calf or a quarter horse came down with colic. Gretchen thought about the rough uneven ground out on farms and ranches, the ruts that criss-crossed a barnyard.
Mrs. Forrester pressed a crumpled handkerchief to her eyes. Her shoulders shook.
Billy gripped the arms of his wheelchair. âIâm going to get artificial legs. Iâm going to walk.â He didnât look at his mother.
Gretchen glanced down at her notes. She mustnât cry. She wrote quickly: artificial legs. âWhy do you want to be a vet?â
Billyâs hands relaxed. âAnimals donât . . .â His voice trailed off.
Gretchen waited.
He took a deep breath. âI want to help things live.â
âAnimals donât . . .â she repeated.
His mouth twisted. He stared at the throw which lay in a revealing drape, no bulges for legs, nothing to mar the smooth cotton. âAnimals donât toss grenades. Animals fight.â He nodded, his face wrinkling. âSometimes they kill. But they donât set out to destroy everything in their path. I like animals. All kinds. So, thatâs what Iâm going to do . . .â
Gretchen wrote fast. She scarcely heard his final words, he spoke so softly: â. . . or die.â She looked up quickly. She didnât write those words down. He hadnât spoken them to her. Or to his mother. Heâd spoken to himself.
He clapped his hands together, grinned at her. âHow do you like working for the Gazette , Gretchen?â
âI want to be a reporterââshe met his gaze directlyââas much as you want to be a vet.â
He reached out and they shook hands.
Mrs. Forrester exclaimed, âA reporter? Oh, Gretchen, I hope not. I thought you were just working there for the summer and writing some nice stories about people like Rose Drew. You donât want to be a real reporter, do you? There are so many terrible things in the papers. Why, we heard on the radio this morning about Faye Tatum.â Her face tightened in disapproval, sharp lines cutting from her nose to her mouth. âYou shouldnât have to know about things like that. Or women like her.â
âOh, Ma.â Billyâs voice was sharp. âMrs. Tatum was nice. Whenever I used to go see Barb, she was as nice as could be.â
âNice women donât go to taverns by themselves.â Mrs. Forresterâs mouth folded into a thin, tight line.
Gretchen gripped her pencil so hard her hand hurt. âShe loved to dance. Thatâs all. Barb said she just loved to dance.â She stood, folded