few months ago. Breast cancer.â
âIâm sorry to hear that. And how old would you be?â
âThirty-seven.â
âThirty-seven?â
âYes, sir. I was born in 1978. Seven months and four days after my parents got married. Seven months and nine days after my mama left Memphis. So I think you see my situation. I would think itâs rather obvious why Iâm driving this route, and just what truth Iâm trying to get at. May I ask you some questions? Starting with your name?â
Heâs staring at me. At least I think heâs staring, because heâs put his aviator sunglasses back on. But his feet are planted wide apart and heâs got a hand on each side of the doorframe. Looking back at him with the sun streaming in on both sides, Iâm reminded of those old cowboy movies where the bad guy comes bursting into the saloon and it hits me that maybe Iâve been stupid, getting out of my car and coming in here with a stranger. Icould scream at the top of my lungs and thereâd be no one to hear me, not here at the end of a rarely traveled road with nothing but the sound of airplane engines in the distance. Normally a dog might be some help, but Lucyâs just curled up on the grimy concrete floor, licking himself.
âNameâs Philip,â the man says. âYou can ask me your questions and Iâll answer them as best I can, even though all I know about your mama is that sheâd come in with the other girls who sang backup and heâd be with them too. I donât know what Honey told you growing up, but Elvis was never too good to mix with the common man. He wasnât the sort whoâd sit on his plane and send somebody to get him a sack of burgers. No, heâd get off and come in himself, and whether you believe it or not, little girl, he sat right on that corner bar stool the last time he was in and he played up a storm. The blues and rockabilly, the kind of music that gave him his start, and he remembered every line of every song. Even though by that point heâd been singing his Vegas crap for better than ten years.â
âI believe you,â I say. âHe was playing the old stuff at the end. Like he was circling back. Like he knew he didnât have long.â
The man shrugs. âWhatever you say. Your mother was just one of the girls who came in with him. I donât know what there is to tell you beyond that.â
âBut she came through town again,â I said. âA year later. In the Blackhawk, the car Iâm driving now. Youâd have to remember that, wouldnât you? It would have been probably no more than two, maybe three days after Elvis died, and this time she was alone. Maybe scared. Iâm thinking probably scared. It seemslike all that would have made an impression.â
He pulls off the glasses again. It seems to be his nervous gesture, this putting on and pulling off of his glasses. Everybody has one. His small eyes are red rimmed and I wonder if heâs one of those people who has to wear sunglasses all the time because heâs light sensitive. âAnd Iâm sure it would have made an impression if Iâd have seen her,â he said. âBut I didnât.â
âYouâre sure?â
âI said I didnât see her and I didnât.â
âBut hereâs the thing . . . Thereâs that cup and a bag out there in the car, both saying the name of this restaurant, plain as day. The Juicy Lucy in big pink letters, and thatâs how I knew to come here. Iâm not suggesting anything, sir, because Iâve seen your face on a billboard and Iâm sure youâre a respectable man here in Macon, a pillar of the community. Iâm just trying to get at the truth. Or at least my own little piece of it.â
He leans back abruptly, pulling his hands away from the doorway. âNow look here,â he says. âI could have run you in for