Free Confessions and Olivia (Olivia #2) by N.k Williams Page B

is back and with that oversized titage women.”
    Titage? Oh he must be talking about her breasts. Elise speaks before I do. “I wouldn’t read too much in to that. That women set that up, I guarantee it.”
    “I don’t see how.” Tyler adds, “She didn’t force Calvin to come and meet her. What the hell did she have on anyway? She looked like a fucking canary!”
    I can’t deal with him. Sometimes he makes me feel worse even if he doesn’t intend to, but he’s right. She didn’t force Calvin to meet her.
    I talk to Tyler a little more and tell him I will come and visit him in New York on the weekend. He pleased as punch so I can’t let him down.
    It will be nice. I may see if Madison want’s to come along. I miss her.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

Chapter Six*
     
    Elise’s home is out in the wilderness, near forests. It’s so quiet and peaceful, not too far from the city but far enough for it to be tranquil. I’m so grateful for her right now.
    I stay silent for the whole car journey down to Elise and Dante’s home. I stare out of the window like a zombie. I just don't have the energy to hold a conversation.
    Elise is fully aware that there is so much going on inside my head right now so she doesn’t push me for one. She's so understanding.
    I honestly don’t think I can cry any more than I have. How have I even got anymore tears left? I feel like I have nothing more to give. No more words. No more actions. No more tears.
     
    It's late when we arrive, and the house looks stunning all lit up in the dark. Her driveway is about half a mile long surrounded by woodland. You can hear wildlife in the distance. It really is beautiful here. It's not a huge house but it's not small either. It's more like a chateau if I had to describe it. Elise and Dante bought the land first and had it built from scratch just the way they like it. She and Dante have done a brilliant job. Not that I can imagine Dante having much input. Elise likes to have full control with things like this. It has Elise all over it, not too over the top, unique, warm and peaceful.
    We get inside and the smell of oak wood hits me pleasantly.
    She helps me get settled in the quest room upstairs. It's lacy and bright. All creams and whites, so clean and serene.
    " You want me to fetch you anything?" She asks rubbing my arm for comfort as I sit on the bed.
    "No thanks, I’ m good." Trying to reassure her. “I’ll be down in a bit."
    "Okay Livs, I’ll let you unpack." She takes another sympathetic look at me then leaves me to it when she's happy.
    I start to unpack my things in the white sand washed antique chest of draws. The room is just big enough for the single bed, the chest of draws and a small dresser, it's perfect for me. I can’t believe I’m actually unpacking.
    When I’m done I sit down on the dresser chair and look out of the window. It’s too dark to see anything, so I stare at raindrops running down the glass.
    I can't let this get me down anymore but it is. Constantly.
    I need to clear my head here and try to see this as a fresh start for when I get back.
    I try to stay positive in my mind but it’s instantly banished by negative. I need so many questions answered, which it would seem I will never get. I hate that I’m in two frames of mind. How can I move on from Calvin when in a way I don't want to? It feels too soon and I still love him. I want to ask him so many things, if not to get back together, even though I want that more than anything, but just for closure. Why did he bother with me at all? Organizing romantic days and nights for me. Spending all his time with me. Taking me to his grans when he has never done that before with any women, yet he doesn’t love me? Then what was I to him? Why did he choose me to use when he could have had his pick. Why do it to me? I hate it that he didn’t even have the guts to call me that night he was with Georgia. Did he think that little of me? Or did he ring? I have