her.
"Paige." Casey stood and walked over to where she was. His hand
rose up to her face, his fingers slid gently across her cheek, his eyes
looked haunted. "I can't stop thinking about you. I know you are
married and I know I should feel bad about that, but I don't. He
should respect you and he doesn't."
How in the world would he know that! Paige stared at him,
wondering if she had gotten herself into something she wouldn't easily
get out of.
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"I want to be with you." He continued staring at her, but he made
no move to touch her any further than the caress on her cheek.
"But that's impossible Casey. I can't do this. I love my husband."
"You love your husband because it's the right thing to do. But how
long has it been since he has told you he loved you and really meant
it? How long has it been since he loved you the way I did last night?
If ever?"
Closing her eyes she didn't know what she was going to do. Dalton
had never made her feel the way Casey had. But that had been about
sex. She and Dalton had twenty years together and couldn't throw that
all away for one night of great sex.
"I…" She didn't know what to say, His lips descended and grazed
hers and she melted against him. Her brain screamed at her to stop,
but her body said the exact opposite. The kiss deepened and he pulled
her to him. Their tongues battled for a moment before she pulled
away and buried her head in his chest.
"I know you are going to think I'm crazy, but Paige, I think I'm
already in love with you." He pulled her close, his voice barely above
a whisper.
With her head resting against her chest, she could hear his heart
beat strongly in her ear. Her throat was tight with emotions. His
words rang in her ears and she pulled back, staring at him,
dumbfounded.
He stared down at her with a look of sincere honesty. "I have never
fallen for anyone. When I saw you last night, I asked Rosa who you
were and she told me you were married. But I couldn't stop myself.
Paige, you can't go back to him."
This was way too strange. Men didn't declare their love for her, not
men like Casey, and especially not after just one night of being
together.
"Casey, I, uh, don't know what to say." Her arms locked around his
waist, her lower body still pressed against his, but her upper body
leaned back against the arms holding her around her back. She stared
up into his bright blue eyes.
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"I'm not a stalker. You don't have to be afraid of me." He laughed
lightly. "If you tell me you don't want to see me, I'll go away. If you
can honestly tell me you don't feel the connection between us, I will
never bother you again."
Paige pulled out of his arms and ran her fingers through her hair,
not worried if she messed it up or not. What worried her was the fact
that she did feel a connection with him and she really didn't want him
to just go away. But, those feelings shouldn't be there, not so fast!
"Casey, I don't normally do things like this." She paced. "My life is
on a schedule. I do the same thing every day, like clockwork. I don't
deal with change." She shook her head and kept walking, staring at
the floor. She stopped, looked at him, waving her hand in the air.
"All this, is throwing me completely off balance and I don't know
what I am supposed to do."
"Sometimes, what you need is change in your life, Babe."
His facial muscles relaxed a bit when she didn't immediately tell
him to leave, but she could see the tension in his him. She wanted to
go to him and hug him to her, to tell him to relax and again, that was
completely against her nature. She didn't generally hug people very
often, only loved ones and close friends. With him, she wanted to
touch him, hug him, just be close to him and it didn't make sense.
"This is so out there for me. I don't know what it is about you." She
turned her back on him, staring out the window when she continued.
"I can't tell you to leave. Honestly, I don't know why, but I can't.