“But I think what it is, is that we just live moment to moment. There’s no long-term anything. I mean, who’s to say we’ll even be here in another year? I could die in a biking accident. You could die in a…a…well…what do you do?”
“I could get crushed by a piano, I guess.”
“There ya go.”
“So how about this? How about we make a deal to just hang out here every week, no obligations or any rules. Just do whatever comes natural?”
“Sounds pretty good to me,” I said taking another drink. I felt vaguely relaxed, maybe even a little jolly for a change. Wearing only a pink blouse and jeans, I felt sexy without being dolled up. Maybe I was just trying too hard for so long. Maybe there was wisdom in Eddie’s life view.
“So what do you do for fun, Regina?” he asked curiously.
I rode Eddie’s cock furiously, so turned on by his Stairway to Heaven soundtrack playing on the stereo, I started straddling his crotch like I was pounding on the drums myself. Eddie did have the look of a rockstar, and it’s one meaningless affair I allowed myself with hardly any guilt attached to it. His place looked like a bachelor’s pad after a tornado—musical instruments laying everywhere, disheveled furniture, and a few more naked posters on the wall than I was expecting. But it’s not like Eddie ever pretended to be a classy guy. We were just two lowlifes screwing and for once, we deserved each other. Total balance. Two lost souls who just enjoyed being lost together.
I rode him fast, pounding on his chest and squeezing my vagina walls together, gripping his cock hard while the friction increased. I did most of the work but yes, that rockstar fantasy is hard to shake and I figured this is more or less what it’s like to score with Mick Jagger or Steven Tyler. Just as he was ready to come, I stopped riding him and stood up, hand-stroking him until he sent a load flying up into the air and all over my hands. I guess it was a new sexual quirk of mine. I just couldn’t stand the idea of letting someone inside of me, who I didn’t love.
I don’t even think Eddie knew what love was, even though he was the type of guy who probably wrote several songs about it.
Another reason to date musicians—free drugs. Eddie was a sharer, I got to give him that. He shared his body and his weed. I toked so much I fell asleep for the night, just as the sun set and stayed knocked out until the next morning.
I woke up to a very strange visual. Mountains of human flesh before my eyes, cascading onto each other. I shook my head, trying to decipher what I was looking at. There were Eddie’s eyes looking debonair as always. And then another pair of eyes looking at me. When I came to I saw the scandal: Eddie and another woman were having sex on the same bed as I was laying on…and were practically on top of me, using my barely conscious body as some sort of pillow.
“What…?” I managed to mutter.
“Shhh…” Eddie said, as he started fingering me. A strange thing to wake up to, I have to admit. I don’t think I was properly turned on, at least at first. But Eddie loved strumming things, whether that was a guitar or a woman’s hot spot. I did start to come, at least once, as I watched the other woman start sucking him off.
I recovered from my quick clitoral orgasm and figured out where this was all heading. Of course, Eddie wanted a threesome. With some chick he or I barely knew. Free pot and no questions asked.
But I don’t know…for some reason, “Yes” just didn’t come too easy this time. I recovered from my mini-gasm and then gently pushed the two fuckers off of me, opting to get dressed rather than join the party.
I put my clothes back on and readied myself for an emotional goodbye, with Eddie, a wild rose, but a sweet rose all the same. I think he had a good heart. And I think I felt something for him…
“Oh Eddie!”