everything and how today I went out to see Lizzie and there was a pictureââ
âWhy donât you tell Alex all about it after your ride, Jack?â I interrupted.
âGood idea,â Alex said. He checked the saddle, but found nothing to adjust. I thought he looked atme quizzically, but didnât make any comment. âJack just had a sandwich, but Iâll start lunch for us,â I said.
âHow about having it on the patio?â Alex suggested. âItâs too nice to be inside.â
âThat would be fun,â I said hurriedly and headed into the house. I rushed upstairs. My father had redesigned the second floor to have two large corner rooms that could be used for any purpose. When I was little, one of them was his office, the other a playroom for me. I had directed the movers to place my desk in Daddyâs office. The desk is a nondescript antique I purchased when I had my interior decorating business, and I chose it for one primary reason. One of the large file drawers has a concealed panel that is secured by a combination lock that looks like a decoration. The panel can only be opened if you know the combination.
I yanked the files out of the drawer, tapped out the code with my index finger, and the panel opened. The thick file about âLittle Lizzie Bordenâ was there. I pulled it out, opened it, and grabbed the newspaper photo that had been taped to the post in the barn.
If Jack ended up telling Alex about it, Alex, of course, would ask to see it. If Jack then realized he had promised me not to talk about it to Alex, heâd probably blurt that out, too. âI forgot, I promised Mommy I wouldnât tell . . . â
And I would have to cover with yet more lies.
Putting the picture in the pocket of my slacks, I went downstairs. Knowing Alex loved it, I hadbought smoked salmon at the supermarket. In these six months, heâd given Jack a taste for it, too. Now I fixed it on salad plates with capers and onions and slices of the hard boiled eggs I had prepared while Jack was having his sandwich. The wrought-iron patio set Alex had bought so that we could celebrate my birthday with champagne and tea sandwiches was now on the patio. I set out place mats and silver, then the salads and iced tea, along with heated French bread.
When I called out that everything was ready, Alex left the pony tethered to a post of the enclosure. She was still saddled, so that meant that he was planning to give Jack more time with the pony.
When they came to the patio, I could have cut with a knife the change in the emotional atmosphere. Alex looked serious, and Jack was on the verge of tears. There was a moment of silence, then, in a level tone, Alex asked, âWas there any reason you werenât planning to tell me about the picture you found in the barn, Ceil?â
âI didnât want to upset you,â I said. âItâs only one of the pictures of the Barton family that was in the newspaper.â
âYou donât think it upsets me to learn by chance that someone was trespassing here during the night? You donât think the police should know about that?â
There was only one answer that might be plausible: âHave you seen todayâs papers?â I asked Alex quietly. âDo you think I want any follow-up on it? For Godâs sake, give me a break.â
âCeil, Jack tells me he went out to see his pony before you woke up. Suppose he had come across someone in the barn? Iâm beginning to wonder if there isnât some kind of nut loose around here.â
Exactly the worry I had but could not share. âJack wouldnât have been able to get out if you had reset the alarm,â I said sharply.
âMommy, why are you mad at Alex?â Jack asked.
âWhy indeed, Jack?â Alex asked as he pushed back his chair and went into the house.
I didnât know whether to follow him and apologize, or to offer to