could see he was looking directly at her.
âAlfred . . . this is so sudden . . . We broke up . . .â
âI know, I know. I was stupid.â Alfred stood up, taking a handkerchief out of his pocket to dust his trousers before removing the ring from its box and placing it on Gorataâs finger. âYou just keep this. Get used to it. When youâve thought about it for a while, you can give me your answer. I know itâs all very sudden.â
Before Gorata could say anything or give Alfred the ring back, he disappeared into the crowd.
She sat back against the stoep. The ring sitting heavy on her finger, the proposal forgotten. The party raged on around her, but everything was quiet in her head. All she could feel was Ozeeâs kiss still echoing through her body.
Chapter 7
7
Gorata laid the Sunday paper down in front of her and took a sip of her coffee. It had been a long, long week. The Monday night party seemed years ago.
Work was empty without Amita. Even if every night she called Gorata and told her all about her day, that wasnât the same as being together at the office.
Though Gorata had been stopping at the petrol station every day, Ozee was never around. Alfred, on the other hand, was everywhere. At work with a dozen roses, at home with groceries for a month. He was doing everything in his power to get Gorata back, but she felt tired. Bone-weary tired.
âGood morning,â Kelebogile said.
Gorata answered lethargically as she paged through the paper.
âGood morning,â a deeper male voice said. Gorataâs head shot up and she saw Mark following Kelebogile to the coffee machine.
âOh . . .â Gorata said, knocked out of kilter. âI . . . didnât know . . . you were here.â
He was downing a cup of coffee. âActually Iâm just leaving. We have a talk at the church down the road.â He finished the coffee, rinsed the cup and gave Kelebogile a kiss.
Just then Mmandu came bursting through the door. âAre you ready, lekgowa la mé?â
âWhere are you off to?â Gorata asked her sister.
âChurch. Mark and I are going. Heâs going to talk about Aids, and Iâm going to get some words from God.â Mmandu repositioned her red-and-blue striped doek and her yellow shawl. âLetâs go, weâll be late. You two, donât cook lunch. Iâve got it all going nicely outside in the pots.â
Mmandu grabbed Markâs hand and dragged him out of the door. âSee you later, Kele!â he shouted weakly from outside.
Kelebogile stole some pages of the paper and sat down opposite Gorata with her coffee. âIs Amita coming?â she asked casually.
âWhatâs going on? Did he spend the night?â Gorata asked, ignoring Kelebogileâs question. She could see Kelebogile was trying to act like having a man sleep over with her was the most normal thing in the world â but it wasnât, it was unheard of. Gorata was surprised the earth hadnât stopped on its axis.
Kelebogileâs answer was just above a whisper. âYes.â
âSo itâs like that then?â Gorata asked.
âYes . . . I really like him. I like him a lot. More than anyone ever.â
Gorata smiled. âYou mean you love him?â
âYes,â Kelebogile said tentatively, and then a bit louder, âYes, I love him. I canât believe it. I never thought I was made for all of this.â
Gorata could see tears in her best friendâs eyes and she rushed around the table to take Kelebogile in her arms. âWhy? Why would you not be made for love?â
âI donât know. You know how men are here. They want curvy, sexy women, women like you, not some tiny, flat-chested tomboy like me.â
âOh, Kele! Donât say that! If theyâre so stupid to pass you up, it serves them right that Mark came all the way from America to snatch you up from under their stupid