Michael, was especially enthusiastic, having long held the ambition to make his fortune using the modern means of manufacturing cotton. An arrangement between our two families would bring profit to us all.
âMichael has had his troubles and now needs a steady wife,â he said. It was not said in jest, that was clear from his manner. âI speak plain, for thatâs the best way.â
âBut who will tend to me?â whined my father.
Mr Croxon turned back to him. âAny kin of mine will live decently; do you understand that, Moore? We will hire you a servant.â
âIâll not have that,â my father began. âGrace is no expense, like some hoity servant. Iâll not keep a slaveââ
âListen, Moore. Iâll settle ten pound a year beer-money on you. Well?â
âYou sure heâll take my daughter?â my father said, pursing his loose lips as if he tasted bitter aloes. âSheâd be summat of a gawk beside your fine lad.â
I stared into my lap, mortified.
âHeâll have Grace â aye, he will,â replied Mr Croxon, eyeing me somewhat like a dealer at a market. âShe hides her light beneath a bushel, but a quiet girl will suit our Michael. Iâll get my lawyer to look into it. Shake on it, Moore?â
I heard Father spit in his palm, and saw Mr Croxonâs distaste. I rose and retired to the kitchen, but my hands could not lift a plate for trembling. I slumped on the stool by the fire and raised a glass of ale to my lips. But for the first time I tasted its cheapness, and spat it back into the glass. Everything about me was displeasing â the halfpenny twists of tea on the broken shelves, the smoke-stained hearth, the drab and damp-patched kitchen itself. I scraped the congealed pease and bacon into the fire, where it smoked and spat.
To my astonishment, I understood my morningâs dream foretold a blissful future. I allowed myself to sink into a daydream; of another life opening before me, of respectability and riches, at my shoulder a vague silhouette of a man, as yet featureless, but fashionably clad. Someone kind, civil and â dared I hope? â eager to cherish and love even me.
6
The Thames to Manchester
Summer 1792
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It was drizzling when they reached the Thames. Mary stood at the rail, letting the sooty rain patter across her face, blessing the grey sky and the shiny quay. Though it was afternoon, it felt to her as though she viewed the world through the bottom of a brandy bottle, she had grown so used to the sun, a golden ball in a hot blue sky. Yet even under cloud the port was a lively scene; sailors scurried about their ships, beggars worked the crowd, a gaggle of mudlarks scavenged along the shoreline. It was all quite astonishing after months of flat sea and sky.
As for the parson, he was still laid low, waiting in his cabin to be carried to a hospital.
She fingered the coins in her pocket. The crew had made a collection for the orphaned missionaryâs daughter. She would have liked more than fifteen bob for that spanking tale of a native kidnap, so maybe some of the crew hadnât been taken in after all. But none of that mattered now. She had the means to find Charlie and plan the next throw in the game.
Once off the ship, she felt like a
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