wish Henry had come with us this evening,â Mary confided to Emily as they drove back to the farm. âThat was a lovely meal, and it was nice having the family all together. Except for Cley, of course, and we donât count him as family anymore. I sometimes feel so sorry for Dorothy. Cley never takes her anywhere.â
âShe is a fool to let him get away with it,â Emily said. âBut I donât have time for Cley. He isnât like any of the others.â She sighed as her thoughts drifted back to the time before her father married for the second time. âWhat Cley did to Margaret was disgusting. She was our stepmother after all â but he has never treated Dorothy as he ought. I have no idea why she married him.â
âNo . . .â Mary was thoughtful, then: âHenry has always been good to me, Emily. I know he isnât as clever as Daniel, and perhaps it is his fault that the farm is in trouble â but heâs a good man.â
âYes, of course he is,â Emily said warmly. She was very fond of her eldest brother, Mary too. âIt wasnât all Henryâs fault. The war made things difficult for him â and Cley didnât exactly play fair. If he hadnât insisted on taking his share of the estate out when Margaret did, forcing us to borrow so heavily, it might not have gone so badly.â
âYouâve helped him all you could,â Mary said. âBut he needed Daniel to put him right on things. If Dan had been here . . .â She sighed as they drew up outside the house. âThatâs odd, there are no lights. I know the boys are staying with friends, and your Robert is with Aliceâs parents, but Henry said he would be working at home.â
âPerhaps he was tired and went to bed. You said he had admitted to feeling not quite right earlier.â
âHe half promised to go to the doctor tomorrow,â Mary said. Her voice was breathy and Emily sensed that she was anxious. She locked the car and followed her sister-in-law up to the back door. It was odd that the kitchen was in darkness and she had an uneasy feeling that something was wrong. She was almost expecting it when Mary switched on the light and gave a cry of alarm. âHenry!â
Henry was sitting at the kitchen table, slumped forward, his head on his arms. There was something odd about the way he was positioned, somehow stiff and unnatural. Emilyâs heart jerked with fear as she went to him. She felt for a pulse but his skin was cold and she knew even before Mary lifted his head and looked at his face.
âOh, Henry,â Mary said on a sob, cradling his head against her ample breasts for a moment. âNot tonight, love. Not when Iâd left you alone. Iâve never left you alone before . . .â She looked at Emily, her face working with grief. âHe made me come with you, said I should go and enjoy myself â and now look what heâs done. I just wish Iâd been with him.â
âYou probably couldnât have done anything. Henry has been ill for a long time, Mary. He ought to have seen a doctor ages ago.â
âHe always said he was too busy, told me not to fuss so much,â Mary said, tears sliding down her cheeks. âOh, Emily. He was such a good man. He didnât deserve this . . .â She caught back a sob of despair. âHe felt he had let you all down.â
âOf course he didnât,â Emily said, her throat tight with emotion, because she had been so very fond of her brother. He was slow and inclined to get things in a muddle at times, but kind and dear. She put her arms about Henryâs wife, letting Mary cry, stroking her shoulder. She had done something similar many times in the past with relatives of dying patients, but this struck home because Henry was her brother and she loved him very much. âHenry was a dear and he did his best. It