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plate closer.
    “It’s wonderful,” I say, and it is…eggplant rolatini, one of my favorites. The sauce is a little too acidic, granted, not like when Ethan made it last month at his place. For a vice president of a company whose sole purpose is to get people to avoid eating, Ethan is a fantastic cook. I wonder if he has to hide this fact from his bosses.
    “It’s not as good as Jimmy’s,” Marie declares, putting her fork down with an abrupt clatter.
    “Of course not,” I murmur, patting her hand and swallowing. Now or never. “Listen, speaking of Jimmy…” My in-laws regard me somberly from across the table, waiting. “Well,” I begin, “um…you know that my sister had a baby, of course.”
    “Did she get our eggplant?” Gianni asks.
    “Oh, yes, she did. And it was wonderful. She was so grateful.”
    “She called, dummy, remember? You talked to her yesterday.” Marie elbows her husband in the side.
    “Anyway,” I attempt.
    “She’s nursing, I hear,” Marie interrupts.
    “Um, yes. Anyway—”
    “Should I send veal next time? You know what they say about new mothers and red meat,” Gianni says thoughtfully.
    “Actually…well, Corinne doesn’t eat veal. But getting back to—”
    “Not eat veal? But why?” Marie frowns.
    Rather than launch into the story of Halo, a calf whose birth Corinne witnessed during a field trip in third grade and her resultant “no-beef” policy, I sit back and fold my hands on the table. “I need to tell you something,” I say firmly. My mother-in-law takes Gianni’s arm protectively. “I’ve been thinking a lot lately about Jimmy,” I say more quietly. “And I think I’m ready to…maybe…start dating.”
    They don’t move a muscle.
    I take a deep breath. “I want to get married again. Have kids. There will never be another Jimmy…he’ll always be my first love.” I swallow. “But I don’t want to grow old alone, either.”
    “Of course not,” Gianni says, rubbing his chest, Italian sign language for Look what you’ve done to me. “You should be happy.”
    “Of course,” Marie says, knotting her napkin in her hands. Then she bursts into tears. Gianni puts his arm around her, murmurs in Italian, and they’re so dang loving and so joined that I start crying, too.
    “You deserve happiness,” Marie sobs.
    “You’re a wonderful girl. You’ll always be like a daughter to us,” Gianni says, wiping his eyes.
    “And you’ll always be my family,” I hiccup. “I love you both so much.”
    Then we clutch hands and indulge in a good old-fashioned crying jag.

CHAPTER SIX
    “T RUST ME, IT WORKS WONDERS .” Parker surveys me through narrowed green eyes.
    “You can’t be more than a size six,” I say, looking at the…thing…in Parker’s hand. “I’ll never trust you.”
    We’re in my room, and to my chagrin, I seem to have put on a few pounds recently. Too many Twinkies, too many Ho Hos, my substitute for the desserts I bake myself, which I can’t seem to eat. Corinne, nursing Emma, watches as Parker turns back to my closet, which is one of those fabulous California thingies—shelves, drawers, racks. The woiks.
    “Why haven’t I ever seen you in any of this stuff?” Parker asks, taking out a pair stiletto heels. Oh, I remember those! My first pair of Stuart Weitzman shoes. So pretty. “Do you ever wear these?”
    “Well…I’m a baker,” I say. “Those bad boys would kill me. But I like them, sure. I’m a woman, after all.”
    “These all have tags on them!” Parker exclaims, falling upon my sweater section.
    “Right,” I murmur.
    “You shouldn’t spend money if you aren’t going to wear them,” Corinne lectures.
    “Well, I don’t want to be like Mom,” I say in my own defense. My mother, after all, dresses more like CocoChanel than a woman who works in a tiny bakery. But yes, I have a secret weakness for clothes, and looking in my closet, I see Corinne’s point. Clothes, shoes, belts and scarves bulge out toward