with this if he knew how to take a hint. âGarret? Why donât you tell Irina what youâre doing today?â
He answered without hesitation. âPlaying mini golf,â he said, and he flashed his big, charming smile. âHave you ever played mini golf?â
Irina nodded.
âDo you like it?â
She nodded again.
âI bet youâre not very good at it though,â he said. âYour mom never was.â
âIâm good at it!â Irina said, and she let go of Theaâs hand. âIâm awesome at it. Iâm the best in my school!â
Thea glanced at Garret, thankfulâand trying not to remember the night he kept hiding her golf ball under windmills and fiberglass stones. âIrina, why donât you go use the bathroom before you get in the car?â
âBut I donât have to go.â
âTry,â Thea said.
Irina dragged herself in the direction of the small unisex bathroom. Theaâs heart ached for her daughter. What kind of family didnât see each other? And what kind of parents could communicate the duties of parenthood only through a messenger like Garret? If Jonathan didnât get in touch with her, personally, soon, she would get in touch with him.
She glanced at Garret, the blue of his eyes so sharp and disarming. She crossed her arms. âSo, are you really going mini golfing?â
âWe are now.â He flipped open his phone, stared at the screen. âExcuse me,â he said.
âOh. I just remembered. I have something for Sueââ Thea hurried over to the locker and retrieved a silver pen from her bag. When she returned to the front of the counter, Garret wasnât on the phone. He was watching, waiting for her.
âWhatâs this?â he asked, taking the pen and turning it in his hand.
âSue left it when we had lunch the other day. If you could give it to her when you see her, that would be great.â
He scoffed. âYou had lunch with my mother.â
âWe always do.â
He shook his head. âNot anymore, you donât.â
âJonathan knows about it,â she said. âHeâs fine with it.â
âJonathan doesnât know whatâs good for him right now.â
âAnd you do?â
âTheaâyouâre not a part of this family. Jonathan left you. Youâre not attached to us anymore.â
Thea felt her eyes burn. âItâs not that easy.â
âWhatâs not easy about it?â he asked. âJonathan needs his mother right now. His family. You owe it to him to steer clear.â
She stared at him, and for the first time, it occurred to her that she had no idea who he was anymore. Though she hadnât seen him in ages, sheâd assumed that the deep fundamentals of his being would still be recognizable. She thought she might still know him and understand him if only because of how close sheâd been to him years ago. But now she saw that maybe sheâd been wrongâthat heâd changed so much that he was no longer the same person in any way. When she looked at him nowâthe strong bones of his face, the familiar shape of his hands and fingernails, the unaltered blue of his eyesâshe was no longer looking at the boy sheâd once loved.
âAre you really such a monster?â she asked.
He was quiet for a moment. She thought his voice would be mean, cruel, when he spoke again. But it was not. âAre you?â
Irina came back from the bathroom, dragging her feet, and Thea put on a cheerful smile. âDid you go?â
She nodded.
Thea bent down and tucked a strand of her daughterâs pale brown hair behind her ear where it had fallen out of her ponytail. âYouâre going to have a great time.â
âHow do you know?â
âI asked the coffee grounds in my cup this morning.â
âReally!â Her eyes brightened. âWhat did they say?â
âThey said
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