even told Claire and Margo about the questions theyâd be asked. Iâd mentally picked out their outfits for that part of the pageant, but thatwas all. Now I realized theyâd have to ârehearseâ answering questions.
The meeting was interrupted then when my mom called with a non-job question. Sheâd been doing that a lot lately.
âWhatâs up?â asked Mary Anne as soon as Iâd gotten off the phone. She was the only one of my friends who knew what was going on in my family, and she looked worried.
âMom is, um ⦠I donât know. Her question was really unimportant. It couldâve waited until I got home. I think she just wanted to hear my voice.â
âWhy?â asked Kristy.
I glanced at Mary Anne. Then I looked around at my friends. âI might as well tell you,â I began, and my voice must have indicated that it was something serious. Everyone grew quiet. Jessi and Mal put their gum chains down.
âWhatâs wrong?â asked Claudia in a hushed voice.
âJeffâs going back to California. Not just for a visit. For real.â
âForever,â said Mal, nodding her head, and I realized then that she probably did know the news. Jeff had told the triplets.
âWell, heâs going back for six months. Itâssupposed to be a trial, but I have a feeling itâll turn into forever.â
âWhy?â asked Jessi, who didnât know too much about my family yet. âWhoâs he going to stay with?â She looked frightened, like she thought we were giving Jeff away or something.
âOh, my father,â I assured her. âAnd this is his choice. Heâs the one who wants to go. But, well, I just donât think weâll feel much like a family anymore.â
Jessi nodded sympathetically.
âHow did your dad get custody?â Kristy wanted to know.
I told them the whole story, from Ms. Besserâs fateful phone call until right now. âNowâ was Jeffâs stuff slowly being packed away into trunks. It was my mom crying in her room at night. It was me crying in my room at night. It was all of us, even Jeff, feeling like we were going through the divorce again. And because of that, it was Mom clinging to me, as if to say, Donât you go away, too.
Well, I wouldnât. That was the one thing sheâd never have to worry about.
The meeting ended and we went home.
It was Friday, my last chance to work with the Pike girls. The next day was Saturday â the pageant! But before that, that very night, Mom and I would put Jeff on a plane back to California. We werenât certain when weâd see him again.
I tried not to think about that. I threw myself into the last-minute preparations for the pageant instead.
âNow today,â I told Claire and Margo just after Iâd arrived, âweâre going to have a dress rehearsal. Do you know what that is?â
The girls shook their heads.
âOkay. Itâs when we pretend youâre actually in the pageant. Weâll go through the whole thing. Youâll pretend to meet the judges, be in the beauty parade and the talent show and everything, and youâll even change your clothes so youâll be wearing the right outfits at the right times. Thatâs why itâs called a dress rehearsal. Get it?â
âGot it.â
âGreat. Now the very first event,â I said, referring to the information the pageant people had sent, âis the walk across the stage when you meet the judges. Itâs the first time the audience will see all you contestants. Now Claire, youâll be wearing your blue dress for that, and Margo, youâll be wearing your daisy dress.â
âPlease can I wear my bathing suit?â begged Margo.
âAbsolutely not.â
âHow come?â
âBecause no one else will be wearing a bathing suit. The judges want you guys all dressed up.â
âOkay,