Free A Trap King's Wife 1 by Jahquel J. Page B

locked the door. Jaeshawn has been playing with my heart for years, and it isn’t fair. Why was I good enough to fuck, but not to go on a date, or be out in public with? I took a cigarette out my side table and sparked it. I turned my stereo and it was like Bruno Mars knew what I was going through when ‘It will rain’ came blaring through the stereo.
                  “ They’ll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby. They’ll be no clear skies if I lose you baby. And just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same, if you walk away.”
                  I’ve been down with this nigga since we were younger. I wanted his fat ass before he had the money, but it was like I wasn’t enough for him. Jaeshawn and his family always had money, but I honestly wanted him for him, not what he could offer. When he started playing me, and fucking with other bitches in my face, I started to make him pay out the pocket.  I knew for sure when I had our son, I would be getting the ring, dog and picket fence. Boy was I wrong. I got the opposite, and my heart couldn’t take him falling for another woman. I couldn’t deal with another woman living in the big condo, raising my son and being with my baby father. That shit would rip my heart apart, and he knew it.
                  “Keyshawn, fell asleep. He’s in his crib. I’ll lock the door, and stop blasting depressing music and being dramatic. I left you some money on the TV stand.”
                  I pulled on my cigarette and didn’t bother to answer. The money usually made me happy, but right now it didn’t do anything to me. If I could choose between lying in bed butt naked while watching re runs, I would. I grabbed my phone and dialed Brandi’s number.
                  “What’s good, sissy?” She answered, yawning.
                  “We’re going out tonight.” I started going through my closet.
                  “On a Monday? I’m good, I have to be at the apartment tomorrow to sign papers and get furniture and shit.”
                  “Come on, Brandi. Jaeshawn has a date tonight, and I need to interfere that,” I begged.
                  She sucked her teeth, and knowing my sister she rolled her eyes too. “Kay, you need to stop fucking with Jaeshawn and whoever he’s dating. Yall haven’t been together, and you’re looking desperate. Just chill out, if it’s meant to be, it will happen,” She advised.
                  “Really? Why because he gave you money for furniture? Or the fact that he paid for you security deposit? I swear even family aint shit,” I snapped.
                  “Has nothing to do with that. I don’t feel like dragging my babies all the way to mommy’s house, and then go on a stake out for Jaeshawn.”
                  “Whatever,” I sighed and ended the call.
                  I played with my phone in my hand for a little while before I went to living room. I counted the money and he left me a measly thousand dollars. I threw the money in my purse and turned on some reality TV. For once I’ll be sitting in the house doing nothing, while he’s on a date with the next bitch. I had to think of something, but until then I was going to enjoy the peace and quiet while my son was sleeping.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

Jaeshawn – Larry Bird
     
                  I sat in the back of the limo with John and a glass of cognac, trying to contain my nerves. This was my first time doing this dating shit, that I knew wouldn’t end with me getting pussy. I was more concerned with getting to know Tiara and penetrating her mind before her pussy. I wanted to know her likes, dislikes and fears. I wanted to know all about her. I knew she was probably scratching her head at the way I signed each of the cards. My family and closest friends knew me as, Jaeshawn, but the