to make mass arrests, and two gas stations were torched and began bellowing plumes of black smoke. In this chaos, soldiers fired live ammo, the shots ringing out in a series of booms.
âWeâre out of here!â Elsa started sprinting in the direction from whence we had come. âKeep your head down!â
I followed her as she dashed through the frightened mob, the protesters running frantically in different directions. The firing of live ammo continued with a rat-rat-rat-tat-tat. It was coming from the group of trucks on the side of the security forces. The living trampled the dead.
Elsa flagged down some friends in a bullet-pocked van. We climbed into the van and squeezed between the wounded protesters who were cowering between the seats. The van sped down narrow side streets, past police checkpoints, to the hotel.
10
TOO EARLY TO LEAVE
Drained from the experience of the protest, I staggered into my room, my heart pounding like a Zulu war drum, my mouth dry, my legs without strength. Elsa followed me into my room, overcome by what she had just witnessed. A damnable slaughter! A government massacre! She immediately cut on the radio and tuned it to a pirate station that was broadcasting about the protest. The man reading the newscast had a deep baritone voice. She translated his words for me as I put on some water for tea.
âTodayâs protests occurred in Khartoum, Omdurman, Burri, Al-Daim, El Obeid, and Sennar. The police and soldiers used extreme force during the clashes with protesters,â the announcer intoned. âThe marchers attacked the security forces with sticks and rocks, but they proved no match for the tear gas and live bullets. A large number of protesters were seriously injured, and many were killed, among them students and activists. The government has not released any list of the wounded or dead.â
Elsa sat on a chair facing the window and lit a cigarette before checking on our friends in the street below. âWe still have company. Iâm not surprised that they havenât arrested us.â
âGive them time,â I wisecracked.
The BBC reporter motioned for me to cut the radio up, putting a hand to her ear. âAn official with Amnesty International said the authorities must rein in the security forces to prevent them from using such excessive force, which is in violation of international law. He added that firearms should not be used to disperse demonstrations under the law. Also, he called on the government to launch an impartial investigation into the protests, to ensure that those who were responsible for such a loss of life be brought to justice.â
Elsa roared with laughter, saying that it was a crock. âNothing will be done. Reverend, you did all right out there. I thought you would panic and start to run, but you didnât. Proud of you.â
I smiled weakly and continued making the tea. I didnât feel heroic.
âYou donât have anything stronger than this tea,â she said, frowning at the cups. âNo, you wouldnât, would you?â
âNo, I donât.â I watched her smoke with her head thrown back.
âReverend, I donât buy this religious tripe,â she said. âJesus or Allah. In my life, Iâve seen so much misery and suffering caused by religion. Look at the Middle East. Look at this place here. I know you believe, but everything in this world cries, âNo, there is no God.ââ
I poured the hot tea into a cup for myself. âIâve run into nonbelievers before. Youâll never believe. You have a closed mind. That means you will dismiss everything that does not fit into your belief system.â
âYouâre wrong there,â she protested.
âI donât think so. If you canât see it, then you donât believe. Youâre prejudiced against religion. No amount of investigation of the facts would convince you of the existence of Jesus. Or even