a few weeks ago that Iâd kill you if you tried to renege on your favor.â
Another pause, this one heavier, longer. He tangled a hand through his hair, his expression one of agony. âWhy does Cronus want you dead?â
âYou already answered that. Iâm too wild.â She sat back on the swing, slid one hand slowly, covertly, down her leg and dug into her boot, wrapping her fingers around the hilt of one of her daggers. She might be crazy-aroused by this man despite his mission, but she wasnât going down without a fight.
âI do not believe that is the only reason,â Lucien said.
âMaybe he tried to score and I laughed at him.â A lie. She refused to admit the truth, however, so the lie would have to do.
Some emotion finally took center stage on Lucienâs features; what, she didnât know. All she knew was that it was hard and uncompromising. âMaybe he was your lover and you spurned him. Maybe you chose another over him. Maybe you purposefully aroused him and left him, making him feel like a fool.â
Her eyes narrowed once more, focusing on him with razor-sharp intensity. She popped to her feet, hiding the blade behind her back. âThatâs a very rude thing to say. As if I would lower myself to playing a man I had no interest in.â
Lucien uttered something that sounded very much like, âYou played me.â
Her brows furrowed as her anger spiked. âBelieve what you want to believe, but you have no reason to feel hurt.â
âYou are Anarchy. I doubt you concern yourself with other peopleâs feelings.â
âYou donât know anything about me,â she snapped.
âI know you dance like youâre having sex, and I know that you taste like every manâs downfall.â
Damn him. The words alone would have aroused her. Paired with his husky, wine-rich voice, and she lost her anger, suddenly ready to tumble straight into his arms. Rather than admit that, she said, âI stand corrected. You arenât rude. Youâre diabolical.â What did it say about her that she now found him all the more appealing?
âNevertheless, it is true.â His head tilted to the side as he studied her. Though heâd donned that emotionless mask again, there was a white-hot, dangerous aura to him. âAre you always so free with your affections?â
There had been no condemnation in his tone, but the comment still bothered her. She could recall several gods asking her mother the same question, just as she could recall the flicker of hurt in her motherâs eyes each and every time a lover suggested she was not good enough for him. Lucien would pay for that.
Anya ran her tongue over the lollipopâs round tip, lingering over the fruity flavor in a pretend show of indifference. Meanwhile, her hidden fingers tightened around the daggerâs hilt, her nails reaching skin and cutting deep.
âSo what if I am?â she finally said. âMost men are easy with their affections and theyâre praised, thought of as sexual gods.â
He ignored her comment. The Lords were good at that, obviously. âBefore Iââ He pressed his lips together, shook his head. He must have changed his mind about what to say to her because he didnât finish the sentence. âExplain something to me.â As if realizing he would get no answers from her otherwise, he added, âPlease.â
She batted her lashes at him flirtatiously. âAnything for you, dumpling.â
âTell me the truth. Why did you kiss me? You could have had Paris, Reyes, Gideon or any of the others. They would not have objected. They would have wanted you in return.â
First, grrr! They would have wanted you in return, she inwardly mocked. Unlike him, who would never want her. She wasnât dog food, damn it. Second, why couldnât he accept that sheâd simply desired him and no other?
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