Free Moonweavers by J.T. Savage Page A

connected with the wolves spirit as well.  Which is a carnivores process of thinking.  I have it too.  My fits were something completely primal too, being part ape.  You’ll notice it will appear when you are threatened. In battle mode or under a lot of pressure.  You’ll snap and these feelings will appear.  With a lot of work you can control them to a certain extent but mostly you release the dragon within you in a way.  Something that’s always there and shows its ugly head every time it has opportunity to get out of its little confined environment within you.  They’re called emotions.  But they are stronger than that.  Aren’t they, Scott?” 
    “ Its something like I never imagined,” Scott replied.  “You come to the planet and you’re expecting to be a human being with human emotions not animal primal attack, destroy anything in your way robot type shit.  What am I? A computer program gone bad?”  Scott chuckles at that. 
    “ Oh, humans have primal feelings too, you bet your life on that.” explains the mountain king.    “They just control them with law and lock them up and keep the bad ones away, Scott.  Can’t you realize this?  Why you think there is so many prisons or executions?  Think about it.  The wars, untold numbers of dead from wars, atomic bomb explosions.  Just think about it, Scott.  Just think about it.  One guy who turns prime evil and attacks an animal in the woods in a cave far away from humanity, who knows that he can hurt humans, people and children.  You stayed away from all that, Scott, didn’t you?  You could have took the road towards the city, but you didn’t.  Why? I’ll tell you why Scott.  Because you’re more human than you think.  And it might even be higher than that.  You’re more good shall we say.  You have an instinct to do good things as well as bad ones and that’s all part of living.  This isn’t a pampered cubical upon the moon anymore buddy.  This is living.  This is life.  Look around you Scott.  Breathe it in for all its worth.  You never had all this up there and you know it.  That’s why you wanted to come down.  You knew there was a better life out there.  You knew you had to go and find it and taste it and smell it.  You never ate in your life until you landed here and now you are truly alive.  When you bit into that flesh and tore at it with your teeth, how did you feel when you come to realize what you were doing?  Didn’t you, way down inside, have a strange sense of satisfaction of the kill that you made?  That’s the primal feeling within you.  That’s part of living, Scott.  It’s part of living.  Congratulations.  You may never have felt this if you would have stayed up there.  You were given a gift.  All I am trying to teach you, Scott, is how to use it.  Use it for good not evil, Scott and you will find out for your good actions, good things will be given to you and for bad, bad things will be given to you as well.  Learn this and you will thrive.  Comes down to this.  If you want to feel good, do good things.  We do good things here at the guard.  We help people and ghosts and anyone else out there who needs it.   There’s a war coming, Scott.  Which side are you on?”
    “ I think I understand completely, Links.  Thank you.  I will help, but how?”
    “ Well, if you don’t mind, I say we look at this whole werewolf thing.  We inspect it and figure out how it works, what happens, how strong they get under the full moonlight.  Or if you snap out and not remember things, how much of that happens?  That is just how it’s gonna have to work.”
    “ So you’re going to put me in another lab and poke rods in me and see how my insides look?  Like some kind of lab rat?  No thanks.”
    “ No. No.  We’re not as crude as that, Scott.  We don’t use utensils on human anyway.  I mean we are a bunch of ghosts for Christ’s sake.  We just wanna lock you up to make sure