surrender and lowered the camera. Dad shook his head. He motioned silently, impatiently, for Ben to come up the hill. Ben wanted to cover his raft but he was afraid of bringing attention to it, so he left it lying there on the ground between the tree line and the creek. Ben tucked in beside Dad at the fallen tree. It was crawling with green ants.
âWhat are you doing?â Dad whispered.
âJust . . . hanginâ around,â Ben said.
âWhat timeâd you get up?â
âEarly.â
âWell, youâre lucky youâre still alive, scaring me like that.â
Ben stared at the rifle in Dadâs hands. He couldnât help it.
âDid you fix it?â Ben whispered. The weapon was made of dark-brown timber, black metal.
âGot some stuff for it yesterday down the coast. Cleaned it up this morning.â
âHave you ever used one before?â Ben asked.
Dad shrugged. âCanât be that hard. Your Pop used it.â
âDid he ever show you how?â
âNo,â Dad whispered.
âWhy are we whispering?â Ben asked.
âRabbits,â Dad said. âYou seen any?â
Ben thought about the light-grey rabbit he had seen the day before at the creek. He shook his head. âNup.â
âI saw one just up there,â Dad said, pointing. âGrey. Missed it. Ran off. Waiting for it to come out again.â
They sat, quietly waiting for rabbits. Ben hoped that the rabbit was way underground, settling in for a bunch of carrots and a long nap. He wondered where rabbits would find carrots around here. He looked at the gun, Dadâs grubby hands gripping it.
âWhy do people shoot rabbits?â he asked.
âEat âem,â Dad said. âTheyâre a pest.â
âOliveâs a pest and we donât eat her,â Ben said.
Dad looked out over the bumpy bark of the fallen tree in front of them, dirty blue cap with scratchy petrol company logo sitting limply on his head. Ben wondered if his father slept in that cap. He had creases and blackheads around the edges of his eyes. He looked more like a dog than a rat today, Ben thought. He wondered if dogs had hair growing out of their noses like Dad did. He couldnât remember ever seeing a dog with nasal hair.
Passports.
Ben wanted to ask why they needed them. He could say that heâd overheard his parents talking last night but Dad would get angry. Ben did not want to anger a man with crowâs-feet, nose hair and a gun. He would have to be smart. He squeezed his bottom lip. Interrogate , he thought. Get him talking.
âI love it here,â Ben said.
âReally?â
âYeah.â Ben was only partly lying. He liked being at the creek by himself.
Dad raised his brows.
âDo you?â Ben asked.
Dad thought about it, adjusted his cap. âNo. I donât.â
âWhy not?â
âKeep your voice down,â Dad said, annoyed.
Ben asked again. âWhy not?â
âI just donât,â he said. âYour grandfather planted these trees thirty years ago. Thought a pine forest would make him rich. He thought a garlic farm would, too. But he died poor.â
âIs that why you donât like it here. Because of Pop?â
âNo. I just like hot showers and cold beer.â
Ben saw his chance. âSo why donât we leave?â
Dad looked at him and then back to where he thought the rabbit was hiding.
âWe will,â he said.
âGo home?â Ben asked.
Long pause. âNot necessarily.â
âWhere then?â
âI donât know,â he said.
âA long way away?â
âToo many questions, Cop,â Dad said, a note of warning in his voice.
Ben stayed silent for a moment as the tension drained away, down the hill and into the creek.
âI was just asking,â he said.
âWell, donât âjust askâ.â
What would a detective do? He knew what he